smint Posted May 30, 2012 Posted May 30, 2012 Hi people,I posted here how my bf left me after 7 years of relationship,he was my first boyfriend.He just told me one day-i don't love you anymore,and when I tried to contact him,at first he was angry and treated me like crap,but later he just stoped responding at all.I was begging and crying for 5 weeks,then I went on NC,and then i break NC after 30 days(saturday).On monday I heard that he has a new gf,then I called him again and he was denying it.Then we met yesterday,and he told me that it was just his"old friend"(for which I have never heard for 7 years),and they were together just for one week,because"he wanted to know is something wrong with him"?????????I don't understand but ok.Then he started something"I am lonely without you,he is still not over me..."!!!I feel anger,he doesn't know what he wants,and for all the time,when I was fighting with myself to figure out why he left me,what is wrong with me,blaming myself for stupid things which I found maybe,not sleeping at night...during my pain,he was with another girl after all we've been through!!!He is sick!!!I realized that he made me a favor leaving me,and I don't feel any of feeling I felt till yesterday.I have finally realized for 100% that he doesn't deserve me.I feel much better,and I slept this night like totally carefree.I feel so healed.
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