Chs Posted May 30, 2012 Posted May 30, 2012 So my only break up in recent time (if you can call the 8+ months that's passed recent time anymore) still hurts like hell, i'm getting rejected by every other girl that catches my interest and im pretty sure im only getting uglier with time and losing confidence because of that. Every week is up and down, this week is DOWN. Dreamt about her monday, very realistic dream and i slept until 5 in the afternoon because i just didn't want to wake up from the dream... Thought alot about her since, today i had an exam and for some reason she had one at the same time even though only maybe 5/200 people from her class year had it... So not only did i fail horribly but i had to sit there and look at her beautiful shape the entire time while trying not to and at the same time feeling like the most useless trash in the world. I just got home and i want to end my damn life right now.
CopingGal Posted May 30, 2012 Posted May 30, 2012 [FONT=Times New Roman]National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: [/FONT] [FONT=Times New Roman] [/FONT] [FONT=Times New Roman]In the U.S., call 1-800-273-8255 [/FONT] [FONT=Times New Roman][/FONT] [FONT=Times New Roman]USA NATIONAL Suicide & Crisis Hotlines - When You Feel You Can't Go On... Call a Suicide Hotline. / SuicideHotlines.com - Direction for immediate crisis intervention for the gravely suicidal & treatment for major clinical suicidal depression. [/FONT] Okay....listen....I know it hurts like Hell...but believe it or not, you won't always feel this way. Your life is important and it's the only one you've got so start appreciating it. Everyone goes through horrible times. I know you are in terrible pain...terrible. Believe me, we've been there...that's why we are here. You have to stop trying to ask women out right now. Obviously you are still thinking about her and with every rejection you get, it's just going to pile up and make you feel worse. You have to give yourself time and not jump back into relationships. Give yourself time to heal. Your healing should not depend on another relationship...just chill. Seek therapy, call the hotline, got to the website. If you feel like you are really, really going to do it, call the police.
CopingGal Posted May 30, 2012 Posted May 30, 2012 National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: In the U.S., call 1-800-273-8255 Chat: http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/ Okay....listen....I know it hurts like Hell...but believe it or not, you won't always feel this way. Your life is important and it's the only one you've got so start appreciating it. Everyone goes through horrible times. I know you are in terrible pain...terrible. Believe me, we've been there...that's why we are here. You have to stop trying to ask women out right now. Obviously you are still thinking about her and with every rejection you get, it's just going to pile up and make you feel worse. You have to give yourself time and not jump back into relationships. Give yourself time to heal. Your healing should not depend on another relationship...just chill. Seek therapy, call the hotline, got to the website. If you feel like you are really, really going to do it, call the police.
CopingGal Posted May 30, 2012 Posted May 30, 2012 Sorry about the first entry. I copy and pasted info and that's how it came out after I submitted it. The second entry has a different website. That is for if you want to chat.
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