ahmedelsaka Posted May 28, 2012 Posted May 28, 2012 (edited) hey guys, i gonna keep this quick and fast. I have liked this girl but was too shy to even talk to her, but after a while, turns out that she had a crazy crush on a fufe in my cass, and he dated her only cause she was the only girl to kiss him, but she rejected, and he left her and talked about her to her friends so no one woud talk to her, but then i started talking to her as friends, but after a while, we hooked up but in secret so the guy she hada crush on wouldnt make any trouble, but after 2 weeks of being together, she said that she just wanted to stay friends so that she would never lose me, and surprisingly, she really meant it, and after a while she hooked up with another guy that she liked but then she broke up with him because he told her to stop talking to me, and she disagreed and the broke up for me, and said that i was the closest one to her, and we were really close, but after a while, the guy that she was madly in love with before, said that he likes her and wants to go back, but all he really wanted was the kisses, and she was desperate to be with him and she agreed, bu tried not to bring up the kissing cause i told her that i dont want her to and i went crazy when i heard about that, ad then i told her that i love her, and she said that she loves him and loves me as a friend and only as a friend, and i was crushed, but then the guy that wanted to kiss her saw the messages, and left her, she got angry at me, so i got even angrier and raged at her saying that he wanted the kiss and only that and i cared for her and she gets agry at me, and then she called me saying that she was just angry, and she got back with him and also said that i was closer to her than he was, and its just that she was madly in love, and one day she asked me about the problem with her kissing him, i said that i have feelings for her and he just wanted that, and she said ok and after a week, we graduated and started a new year, all 3 of us were in the same class, but she didnt talk to me cause she was scared that he would get angry at her, and i got pissed by that,and we only chatted online via msn and social networks and then one day, she suddenly got severely punished by her parents and her phone was taken away, she broke up with that b*stard and all her friends stopped talking to her and she changed her class, and i asked around to see what happened and turns out that she kissed him and he told everybody and the school social worker found out and told her parents, and now, i just want to get back with her as i fixed everything and every problem that was in my way, or atleast go back to be close friends like befor, but i dont know what to say, as she might just change schools, im worried as i love her more than anyone, we cant hang out much in school cause exams began and i want to forget about what happened so we can be friends again without me getting depressed, and now, its getting to me so hard, im imagining things that never even happened, for example, she has sex with the guy she had a crush on. she now hates him, she calls me whenever she can, but i want to get closer, and maby even go back, i dont know how to aproach her, i want to talk to her in school, and not only on the phone of social networks, so that we might be able to hang out in the summer...... i really miss and love her..... if not as bf and gf, but as closest to each other, how can i earn that, or talk to her? i love her, but she always hangs out with alot of people, how can i get with her and get closer? Edited May 28, 2012 by ahmedelsaka
utterer of lies Posted May 28, 2012 Posted May 28, 2012 You were her second or even third choice from the start. You will never be her first choice. The sooner you realize this, the better.
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