Headintheclouds Posted May 26, 2012 Posted May 26, 2012 I feel like I'm doing everything I can to help myself, yet I have so much anger built up that I can't get rid of. I am working out, cycling, running, and eating healthy to the point that its almost obsessive. When my time is not consumed by those things I am filled with anger. My instinct is to write her an email, to let it all out. I know thats probably the stupidest thing I could do though because its wasted energy. Its pointless. I know that I felt like breaking up with her for a long time before it actually happened. She was the one that ended up pulling the plug on the relationship. I just WISH that I could remember how unhappy I was. I wish I could feel the way I felt before the actual breakup. I was unhappy and I know it. My friends know it. Why is this so hard for me to accept? Is it just the rejection that I am feeling?
mattr89 Posted June 2, 2012 Posted June 2, 2012 I have battled with this too man, you know you were unhappy for a long time and you knew breaking up was the right thing to do. Dont ever doubt yourself on that. If you knew it then, then you are right. Your feeling this way now because its a loss and you are trying to put together your life in a whole new way without the depending on her. Trust me, im still dealing with this to this day. Thinking i made a mistake and this or that. But everytime i do this, i talk to my good friends and they tell me, "dude, you werent happy, you were always fighting, and she was always a bitch" and then i instantly remember that yeah things were bad and i wasnt happy. Try think of the bad and not the good.
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