robaday Posted May 25, 2012 Posted May 25, 2012 I finally cut contact two weeks ago, told her its too hard talking anymore. She was playing games, and desperate to be friends, but I just couldnt do it and lost my cool. It had been over for months, but wed been talking an awful lot. It was when I asked to meet and she said no, I realized Ive just got to cut my losses and get on. Last weekend, I took a cocktail of drugs, including crystal meth and stayed up for two days. Since the breakup, Ive done some stupid **** that Im ashamed of like sleeping with a number of prostitutes and using a good female friend. I cant be angry at her, more myself. Dont do what I did and let the ex in until your fully ready. Dont do what I did, and lose your self respect by delving into a dark world. It aint cool and you wont feel proud of yourself.
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