Hereiam007 Posted May 25, 2012 Posted May 25, 2012 (edited) Thanks for reading. I am just trying to move on from my ex of close to 2 years of and on and off. She blocked my number. Some of my feelings are: I feel guilty because I don't hurt as much. I feel betrayed because she was cheating behind my back (now they are a couple). I just should have walked away from the red flags. I also feel hurt because I hurt her many times over in the relationship. I don't plan on emailing her or calling her house phone nor visiting her. I just don't want any bad karma on me or don't wish any on her. I don't know why we put ourselves through this. If I had to do it over again. I should have been honest with her from the very beginning. I also had the idea that she would come running back to me. I am just rambling on. Thanks again for reading. my way of therapy. Also, if someone can say if this stuff is normal to feel or should. Right now it hurts bad for me because she told me that she is falling in love with him to me over the phone. Edited May 25, 2012 by Hereiam007 added more info.
coltsfan1 Posted May 25, 2012 Posted May 25, 2012 Right now it hurts bad for me because she told me that she is falling in love with him to me over the phone. Why are you speaking with her? You both have treated each other poorly and it is time for you to move forward. If she is in love with this guy then you have to accept that, and meet a gal that will care about you as well. She is not the end all be all of ladies. But until you remove her from your life you will not be able to see that. Please for your own sanity go NC, work through the tough stuff then meet a gal that wants to love you as well. 1
Author Hereiam007 Posted May 25, 2012 Author Posted May 25, 2012 I meant to say the day she changed her number prior to that sh called me to say she wants to move on.
coltsfan1 Posted May 25, 2012 Posted May 25, 2012 You still need to quit talking to her. Let her move on, you should do the same. Date, go out with friends, get a new hobby, invest more in a current hobby. The most important thing you can do is begin to build a new life with out her. If you keep speaking to her you will be choosing to make your progess in moving on all but impossible. Please try NC for yourself.
Author Hereiam007 Posted May 25, 2012 Author Posted May 25, 2012 Thank you very much. I will get a new hobby.
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