stab17 Posted May 24, 2012 Posted May 24, 2012 I texted my ex for her birthday. I remembered because it's a day before my best friend's birthday. After nearly 5 months of NC, i threw it all away. I was ****ing fine and was taking steps to better myself and my lifestyle. WTF got into me... seriously, I need help I can't stop crying and thinking about her again.
justsomebody Posted May 24, 2012 Posted May 24, 2012 Don't feel bad. I sent a birthday wish as well just now, knowing that he would ignore me. However, I think this is a healing process. No one is nobody in this world (even the homeless, the criminal). A birthday is important, so basically the birthday wish is a goodwill gesture that "since I happen to know someone's (in this case, you) birthday is today, just another well wish among others you will be receiving, the more the merrier". You would wish someone a happy birthday or say something if you are in a social gathering even you don't know that person very well and found out by chance, right? Don't beat yourself up and don't expect any response. Take care.
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