loveshots Posted May 16, 2012 Posted May 16, 2012 I have made a HUGE mistake I just didn't know what to do when he's gone. I feel so alone. I fell so useless and unwanted. That's why, I went to his house a while back. I know I really sounded so desperate. But instead of making it work with me, he just shut he's ears and listen, not to me, but only to his doubts and concerns. I wish that I could turn back time and didn't ever be his girl. I was blinded by everything, I was scared of being a fool. I always consider him as the man that I will marry soon. But things went really, really wrong. I have to let it all go. Or I will suffer all the consequences. Hes just too off beam about things. He's doubts, anger and pride are too deep and hard to handle. I love this man so much, and whenever I remember all the things that we've been through, I just can't help but to feel sad about it. He let me go because of shallow reason. It's not my fault, I just can't choose between him and my family that's why he broke everything up with me. I don't understand. It kills every piece of me knowing that, I have to let it all go.
ladyabstrused Posted May 18, 2012 Posted May 18, 2012 I totally feel you. Going through something similar. So many mixed emotions. Not sure what to feel at this point now but just sadness. I don't want to let go..but if I don't, it will only hurt me even more..and hurt him too. We don't usually get what we want in life...and sometimes we have to let go to make things get better. Right? 1
Tree_Salmon Posted May 18, 2012 Posted May 18, 2012 Sadly it really comes down to one shot per person per lifetime. If you didn't make it work that first time and couldn't talk it out then there really isn't any hope. The rest is just a waste of time. The learning begins once you leave the relationship for good. 2
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