Squishy_Belle Posted May 16, 2012 Posted May 16, 2012 It has been 7months since i left my stbxh..Time has gone by so quick and i have realised it was the right thing to do. I have been doing so much better without him. I managed to get my old job back and have made ammends with some people i left behind because of him. Im also starting nursing in October. Most things in my life have been looking up but i find myself feeling really sad deep down inside every now and then and it kills me. He has had a new gf since literally right after i left. We kept contact for a while and he would always talk about her and it kinda made me feel good to know that they had a pretty pathetic childish relationship going on. Shes only 18 and has nothing going for her in life. It hurts to know he has moved on already and by the sounds of it he already has new plans with her..he even thought he had got her pregnant at one point :-/ I feel like i meant nothing to him. I feel like i shouldnt be sad because i was the one who left but i didnt leave because i didnt love him, i left him because he was abusive and i couldnt deal with it no more. I feel overwhelmed because i am happy now but still sad. How can get over feeling like this? I just want it to go away. Will it go away once the divorce is final?
Phanpooh Posted May 16, 2012 Posted May 16, 2012 R you telling my "story" ? the awkward moment when i read your story and that is exactly what i feel now, beside it, i think if we pass some details, our story is the same However, i dun hav any advise for this just mother of time will help us fix wrong things and heal... But at least i want to share a feeling with you ^^!
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