WonderKid Posted May 16, 2012 Posted May 16, 2012 Okaaay! I met this girl around like 3 months ago I think. She's 18. She had some self-esteem issues but I elevated her a bit. She kept thinking she was ugly and fat. She wasn't ugly and nowhere near fat. 140lbs? C'mon man! My mom was 245 once! But she was a bit of a problem child too. My expectations were nowhere near on high. But I still at least showed her I gave a damn. When she kept telling me she was ****ing up in school, I told her life isn't gonna give you anything, you'd better get through school at least. She smokes; squares and weed. I gave her suggestions that she stopped. She worked on it. I wasn't trying to control here at all or change her. I gave her advice. That's it. But through a few days we started heating up. We wanted to see eachother alot. We always met at the parks or restaurants. The discussion of sex came in. She's a virgin. I was like really?? I never had a virgin before myself. I asked have she ever done anything? She said handjobs once. She explained how she was giving a guy one and he obviously wanted her to blow him but she stopped everything and said no. She wasn't into it. She ended up giving me one--I didn't expect that. When I came, she was scared of it. Did not bother me. But everything was going pretty good. I started to think, hey, maybe this girl is cool. One night, we started txtin eachother. Prior to some small previous events she started to doubt that we would last together. But I asked her what was she up to that time. She said, "At my friends house. Just chilling with him." So my spidey-sense went up. I talked her into confessing that she was actually over his house, and just sucked his dick for just a second. I am like, seriously?? So I began to drop her on the spot. But I gave her a second chance. She was always saying that she's a horrible girlfriend though. But when we got together and ironed things out face to face, she explains to me that when the guy came it went everywhere. I didn't say anything at this time, but I am guessing you are thinking what I thought. She made it clear she wasn't into blowjobs though. She ended up trying to give me one and ending with a handjob. But she didn't finish because she didn't what it on her. I did not tripout. She explains to me that because of a past experience with her father, she's scared of it. Which I believe her. But check this out though. She really wanted to have sex with me. But I have no experience with virgins. She kept asking me if it would hurt I said probably. I am well endowed and I wasn't trying to hurt her. And it would be tough to penetrate as a first time. So I suggested fingering her first. Just to get her body familiar with the experience. She was strongly against this. She said it would be too weird. And she felt bad because she thought I didn't want to have sex with her. That wasn't the case though. But she asked if I ever done fingering before I said yes. I told her how I did it to my ex girlfriend. But she went monotone on me saying that she doesn't like it when I discuss stuff with my past gfs. I apologized. I wasn't acting like it was the best sex ever or something, but I still apologized. But she stated to me that she wasn't the woman for me. She's not my type. She's a partier, smoker and like to skip school and stuff. She said I need a girl who's older and in college. It was true and I respected that. So I said let's call it quits. But a day after she strongly suggests we work it out again. Sounded serious about it. I said what the hell, I'll give it another shot. Things actually got better. Then outta nowhere, in the midst of our txt conversation, she says, my friends are trying to hook me up with my friend, Kurtis because he has a car and would spoil me. Yeah, like what the ****? What type of **** is that? She knows I don't have a car. And she knows how I feel about that. She txted it like it was nothing. I told her how I felt about her friends. I think they are ****. But she defended them well saying, you don't even know my friends. You know you are really pissing me off, real talk! I said, "You're friends don't even know me yet they can judge me based on not owning a vehicle. They don't know I treat you good. Call you beautiful everyday and compliment you. But you defend them? When we spoke in person I basically let her have it. Especially about her friends. They seem to had more influence anyways. But that date didn't end well. She gave me moments of silence. I was like, lets just call it quits. She said, "I want to be with you and really like you, at the same time I don't because we fight too much." I just let her go. She's crazy. So we are just on friend terms now. She wants to see me again, but I am debating on not doing that because of a text she just sent me recently. She live with her parents still, and they got into a fight so she ran off. Now she's staying over a friends house and she texts me that she was letting her ex's friend finger her! In her ex's house though! Yeah. But yeah that's crazy. But I do wonder what made those guys special? But I don't care no more. It's her life. Lol
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