Author Searchin81 Posted August 14, 2012 Author Share Posted August 14, 2012 A few things.. Link to post Share on other sites
Author Searchin81 Posted August 14, 2012 Author Share Posted August 14, 2012 (edited) Few things.. Few text.. Some Facebook things. He sees me like something in mutual friend, he then likes it, or comments and it's about something that's one of my fav things. Whenever I seen him like something I would never like it or comment on it. The text were nothing emotional just about things we liked.. But still surprised he started doing this Edited August 14, 2012 by Searchin81 Link to post Share on other sites
Author Searchin81 Posted August 14, 2012 Author Share Posted August 14, 2012 Maybe im reading into it to much.. I just still have a deep instinctual feeling that we haven't had the last of each other. I feel like he will be back in my life someday Link to post Share on other sites
veggirl Posted August 14, 2012 Share Posted August 14, 2012 Maybe im reading into it to much.. I just still have a deep instinctual feeling that we haven't had the last of each other. I feel like he will be back in my life someday I sincerely hope you aren't just waiting for that. are you interested in anyone else...? Link to post Share on other sites
Author Searchin81 Posted August 15, 2012 Author Share Posted August 15, 2012 no i just don't like any other guys. I get alot of them i just don't feel the same way. I don't know why. Ughh I feel so mad at myself to be honest. I told myself i woudlnt text him again but since he has text me and facebook stuff recently.. i just text him.. ugh i said i wasn't going to now i kind of regret it. I was completly putting him out of my mind the past few months until he started reaching out to me again..and HE initiated it this time. but tonight i text him ughh, stupid me.. now im hurting Link to post Share on other sites
Author Searchin81 Posted August 15, 2012 Author Share Posted August 15, 2012 god please help me! This is torture.. How can i get this behind me, i have tried everything.. talking with people, moving on ect.. but I still love him.. i cant get rid of this feeling.. no matter what i do Link to post Share on other sites
SpiderxMan Posted August 15, 2012 Share Posted August 15, 2012 god please help me! This is torture.. How can i get this behind me, i have tried everything.. talking with people, moving on ect.. but I still love him.. i cant get rid of this feeling.. no matter what i do Try bettering yourself , get a hobbie, exercise , be productive. Link to post Share on other sites
Author Searchin81 Posted August 15, 2012 Author Share Posted August 15, 2012 (edited) Its not that i sit around waiting for him everyday.. its not like that.. I have moved on. But there is this little nagging in the back of my mind that says "Im going to be with him again someday" its a very odd feeling. I cant shake it.. There is just some instinct or intuition at play. I dont obsess over him.. i move on still go on dates to see whats out there. But he is the one i compare everyone to. There always that feeling in the back of my mind that I will be with him again some day. I honestly truly love him with all my heart. I would never think that after all this time that he would still be on my mind. Then the past 2 weeks he started messaging me again and poking me on facebook, ect.. HE INITIATED IT. I gave up a few months ago and told myself "Its in gods hands now", and here we are again.. HE is texting me.. though tonight i lost control and text him. we also have been liking comments posted through a mutual friends Facebook.. he goes down and likes everything I like. ..... so i recommend a certain song under one of his comments, a love song..that explains a lot of my feelings.. By an artist whose lyrics we both loved..this song explains how two lovers are far apart, and how it tears one individual apart that they arent together, and how you hold them in your heart until your home again with them... and this is first time he specifically liked my post. Edited August 15, 2012 by Searchin81 Link to post Share on other sites
Author Searchin81 Posted August 15, 2012 Author Share Posted August 15, 2012 We have been texting again all day today....he came short of saying he wanted to see me, just said that he wished he was at a place I was at a few nights ago and he should have asked one of his friends to go Link to post Share on other sites
Author Searchin81 Posted August 15, 2012 Author Share Posted August 15, 2012 We had a sexual conversation today. he says he doesn't touch, but had very sexual conversation of what we would do to each other. Link to post Share on other sites
2sure Posted August 15, 2012 Share Posted August 15, 2012 You love him, you're convinced of it. But you didn't before he got married or when he got married. It wasn't until you saw him with his wife that you knew you loved him. It happens that way a lot. You have gone into more detail here about what his wife lacks or any negative thing you can about their marriages how they met, etc....than you have about why you love him. You should think about that. And I think from you've said here...that hooking up with him is certainly soon going to be an option. But it also doesn't sound like he is very serious or questioning his marriage or his relationship with you. He is playing, he is toying. It's fun for him.Fun when he has free time or the interest strikes him...as shown by his sporadic and indirect communication. You might want to think about that too. 1 Link to post Share on other sites
Author Searchin81 Posted August 16, 2012 Author Share Posted August 16, 2012 Hmm that is a lot to think about.. not sure about hooking up with him.. he says he looks but doesn't touch, he said its hard "but thats what marriage is about" I am convinced i love him. He and I just did everything wrong. I definitely think there are still strong feelings there. He Prob thought i was never coming back or that he and I would ever talk again. I still feel i let the love of my life go.. And yes there are alot of reasons i love him but i really don't wanna type them all here.. im just tying to be general and talk about the issues now Link to post Share on other sites
Author Searchin81 Posted September 12, 2012 Author Share Posted September 12, 2012 well.. we text for almost 12 hours.. and he said alot. "i was the best and he wished he realized that when he was with me". "And if everything was perfect we would be together now." "I was the hottest thing he has ever seen" "Better sex with me than anyone" "asked if i wanted those days again" and alot more.. ect.. I didn't expect him to say that stuff.. and he asked if he was out of place by saying it and apologized to me if he was out of line for doing it.. he also seemed to be trying to find out if i was with someone, but didn't ask directly. Link to post Share on other sites
Tally123 Posted September 12, 2012 Share Posted September 12, 2012 Well this post has given me good material .....hilarious!!! He's after a leg over! good luck with that!! 1 Link to post Share on other sites
Sugarkane Posted September 12, 2012 Share Posted September 12, 2012 What if he strings you along forever? Are you willing to put up with that? Link to post Share on other sites
veggirl Posted September 12, 2012 Share Posted September 12, 2012 He's flattering you and being sexually forward cause he wants to bang you on he side. Please don't sleep with this man unless he can prove he has filed for divorce. You are walking a fine line here now...straight into heartbreak IMO. Why don't you ask him straight up what his intentions are, is it sex, reconciliation, or just a boredom buster. Link to post Share on other sites
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