StellaA Posted May 15, 2012 Posted May 15, 2012 I have sit and read a lot of the stories on here and it reminds me of myself a year ago. You can read my story on previous threads but a year ago almost to the date my life changed forever! Briefly......my ex dissapeared for 2 nights, I was worried sick, he came back and was thenadmitted to hospital for 2 weeks. He then moved in with his mother as the hospital would only let him out into her care. I spent every minute at the hospital, at his mums, doing everything I can to help as well as having to pack up our flat and move back with my parents. He then decided he needed a break from us. I was distraught. I have NEVER felt so low in my life, I'm usually someone who is very positive and easy going. I had to go on anti depressants, stayed out of town for a bit, spoke with a counsellor. I had dark thoughts, I could have ended it and saw no way out! I did try again with my ex BUT i found I had changed, a year ago all I wanted was him, now in a diff state of mind I realise I am worth more! YOU CAN get through this, I have been to a real bad place and did not belive anyone who said it would get better but it does, I promise! As for second chances, some work, yes but you have to be a very strong person and be able to forget as you will always have some doubts and I realised this was not the way I wanted to live. I now see this as an opportunity to find me again and find someone who wants me, not me changing to make a relatonship work! I know everyone says it but 'life is short' 3
stlangie Posted May 15, 2012 Posted May 15, 2012 Thank you for posting. Your message helped me start my day with a positive, strong attitude. It's always nice to see that there's hope, and that you won't feel this way forever. Sorry that happened to you, and I'm glad you were able to come out a stronger person...
Author StellaA Posted May 15, 2012 Author Posted May 15, 2012 You will also get stronger without realising!
Author StellaA Posted May 15, 2012 Author Posted May 15, 2012 If you want to share your stories, please don't hesitate
xxSRMxx Posted May 15, 2012 Posted May 15, 2012 Thanks for your encouraging words... Its hard to believe sometimes when people say it gets better but im sure it will! sometimes I think i will never stop loving him, or ever meet anybody like him. While he moves on and says hes happier without me in his life, Im pretty low, I have good days and bad days. I guess its just the process we all have to go through, I wish things could be different but i have accepted they wont be, Its just really hard to hear that somebody you loved and thought loved you, is happier without you around them. Really tough, I guess I will come back and read your post everytime I feel weak! 1
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