Chs Posted May 7, 2012 Posted May 7, 2012 I still feel that im over the hard part of my latest break up, i feel good most of the time, most days too and i have let go of her for real. But yesterday i was driving with some of the guys to pick a friend up and we passed her old neighbourhood, i haven't been there since we were together, and i found myself looking down her road and really missed walking down there to see her. Today i saw her, which i do often as we go to the same school. She was talking to some other people and laughing, as was i, but i sneaked a look at her and just at the same time she did the same. We just looked each other in the eye for a brief second, but god it made me miss her. She has been with someone else for quite a long time now, and i have had casual flings but nothing real. I have come to accept it, and i want her to be happy with him. Hell, i don't even want to be with her again, the time after our break up has been too tough. But i have realised that i still love her, and with my young age and limited experience it's the purest love i have ever felt. My friends can't understand me and i stopped talking about her months ago, but it's a huge burden to hold that i can't share my feelings with anyone. For some reason i want to tell her my feelings, but i know it's unfair to put her through that and also it's irrelevant to her. We all live for ourselves in the end, and i know she is happier now with him. Got to truck on i guess, im really looking forward to directing my love towards someone else, one day.
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