xpaperxcutx Posted May 5, 2012 Posted May 5, 2012 We talked for the first time since he left. He told me he was probably going to come back by the end of the week. I'm trying not to hold out too much hope on a "possibility" because this was his dream and it would be selfish of me to keep him for myself. I can tell he misses me because I miss him. If he does come back early I know for a fact we're going to put everything behind us and start anew. I do see myself with him for the long term and the prospect that we'll be each otgher's most important person. But again, if he doesn't come back I won't force anything. I'll still go on withh my life. I have new job prospects I'm looking into, I pplan to take up some classes over the summer and go back to school next semester.I'm at ghe stage of my life where I finally know what I want. And while I see him as someone who is important to me I can't allow my dreams to revolve around him. Instead I want him included inthem so that he can be that person who will be my support system and who is willing to travel with me througth my journey. So I,m praying for him and myself. For him to be happy and for me to be strong.
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