budley12 Posted May 5, 2012 Posted May 5, 2012 So I know I said I was over my ex, but here I am back posting another thread :/ Tonight was our colleges end of year celebration. Thousands of people, alcoholic beverages, carnival rides, live concerts... you would think I would be having a blast. But every where I turn I see him and the new person. I am quite buzzed right now, and am very tempted in texting him, but I know that the last time I texted him I became very upset at myself for breaking NC (was drunk then as well). I think my ex may still want to be friends with me, but has made no effort to keep me in his life. After 3 years, traveling the country, creating memories, being our first loves; its hard for me to fathom that he let me go so easily... Then again I was the one to ask not to contact me, and that I am beginning a new chapter and he is not in it. Was I too harsh? Should I stick with NC, especially since I am not over him and he is with someone new? Do you think I will ever be capable of being friends again? Is there any chance of us getting back? Sorry for the rambling, I just wanted to get this out there. I feel very alone, and my world has been turned upside down. Only 49 more days until 7month trip to New Zealand... cannot wait to get away from here.
BewitchedandBothered Posted May 5, 2012 Posted May 5, 2012 So I know I said I was over my ex, but here I am back posting another thread :/ Tonight was our colleges end of year celebration. Thousands of people, alcoholic beverages, carnival rides, live concerts... you would think I would be having a blast. But every where I turn I see him and the new person. I am quite buzzed right now, and am very tempted in texting him, but I know that the last time I texted him I became very upset at myself for breaking NC (was drunk then as well). I think my ex may still want to be friends with me, but has made no effort to keep me in his life. After 3 years, traveling the country, creating memories, being our first loves; its hard for me to fathom that he let me go so easily... Then again I was the one to ask not to contact me, and that I am beginning a new chapter and he is not in it. Was I too harsh? Should I stick with NC, especially since I am not over him and he is with someone new? Do you think I will ever be capable of being friends again? Is there any chance of us getting back? Sorry for the rambling, I just wanted to get this out there. I feel very alone, and my world has been turned upside down. Only 49 more days until 7month trip to New Zealand... cannot wait to get away from here. he let you go, he is with someone else now. if you contact him, he will only remind you of that and you will be hurt all over again:( don't do this to yourself. if your ex wanted to be friends, he would make an effort. He hasn't; he has moved on. So should you.
Jono85 Posted May 5, 2012 Posted May 5, 2012 not only that ^^ why would you want to be friends with a guy you don't seem to be over. it's just not a good situation. keep the NC going. you really want to hear about his recent trip to mexico with his new gf?? 1
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