wannabdone Posted April 27, 2012 Posted April 27, 2012 I am having a particularly bad day. This is the kind of day where I would lean on xMM to talk to. He was always there for me through these kinds of things. So now I am sitting here typing this out, crying.... to keep me from doing anything stupid. I hate these days. I have become so much stronger through out the last few months. But, these type of days are where the sadness really kicks in. Maybe because it seems like I have lost a friend. Sorry to rant. Just was sharing. Thx for listening.
jwi71 Posted April 27, 2012 Posted April 27, 2012 I am having a particularly bad day. This is the kind of day where I would lean on xMM to talk to. He was always there for me through these kinds of things. So now I am sitting here typing this out, crying.... to keep me from doing anything stupid. I hate these days. I have become so much stronger through out the last few months. But, these type of days are where the sadness really kicks in. Maybe because it seems like I have lost a friend. Sorry to rant. Just was sharing. Thx for listening. If this doesn't cheer you up...nothing will. (not my D) Just my daughter asleep, holding a basket of kittens - Imgur Or, if you prefer dogs...maybe this will help you out: Texts From Dog (if you do like dogs, go to the very last page and read it first...othewise some of the running jokes won;t make sense) Either, or both, will pick you up 1
SomedayDig Posted April 27, 2012 Posted April 27, 2012 Sorry you're having a bad day...but did you hear about the new French tank? Yeah, It has 14 gears. 13 go in reverse, and one goes foreward incase the enemy attacks from behind. 1
Gentlegirl2 Posted April 27, 2012 Posted April 27, 2012 I relate to that. It will pass in a day or so. Keep posting here, and do not contact xMM. We are a much healthier option. GG
Author wannabdone Posted April 27, 2012 Author Posted April 27, 2012 Thx LG... I appreciate that. It means so much coming from you. GG... my aussie friend. Thank you. I know this too shall pass.
Fitz Posted April 27, 2012 Posted April 27, 2012 I know how you feel. This morning I felt like a knife was in my chest -thinking about my ex. But remember this: Pain is temporary. And don't let an idiot get in the way of your own happiness. 2
Author wannabdone Posted April 27, 2012 Author Posted April 27, 2012 wannabdone, Hugs!! thx bb. @Fitz... thx to you too. All of you guys are helping!! I appreciate you all.
jphcbpa Posted April 27, 2012 Posted April 27, 2012 Very sorry to hear you are having a bad day. Just know that this too shall pass and that this is just some residual pain that needed to be released. It was bubbling up and just came to the surface today Yesterday I was sitting outside alone having lunch, I had this feeling that she was going to come sit right next to me, like she was right there. I could feel her, smell her. I began to cry. Good thing I had my sunglasses on so the other patrons could not see my tears. When I got in my car I just lost it. Good news is I told a buddy of mine about it and I felt much better today 4
TurningTables Posted April 28, 2012 Posted April 28, 2012 Hey you! You had better turn that frown upside down! lol I want to remind you what I told you the other day. With each step you take, you are getting better. You are not where you once were, waiting on him to call you back or to be with you. Every day is a new day that you get closer to whatever the future holds for you. I know that there is something wonderful in store for you. Its coming to ya...because you deserve the best. So...Ive picked a song out for you ( one of my favs!)..Listen to it and grasp those words... 1
Author wannabdone Posted April 28, 2012 Author Posted April 28, 2012 Very sorry to hear you are having a bad day. Just know that this too shall pass and that this is just some residual pain that needed to be released. It was bubbling up and just came to the surface today Yesterday I was sitting outside alone having lunch, I had this feeling that she was going to come sit right next to me, like she was right there. I could feel her, smell her. I began to cry. Good thing I had my sunglasses on so the other patrons could not see my tears. When I got in my car I just lost it. Good news is I told a buddy of mine about it and I felt much better today Thx jp. Does it sound stupid to know you are not the only one going through this crap? How long was your A? How long have you been in nc?
Author wannabdone Posted April 28, 2012 Author Posted April 28, 2012 I hope you are doing better. These types of posts show the compassion from posters in various part of a triangle or those that are not even in the triangle. This is what LS is all about, imho I agree HF. Its very moving to have this support group. Thx kids!!!!
Author wannabdone Posted April 28, 2012 Author Posted April 28, 2012 Hey you! You had better turn that frown upside down! lol I want to remind you what I told you the other day. With each step you take, you are getting better. You are not where you once were, waiting on him to call you back or to be with you. Every day is a new day that you get closer to whatever the future holds for you. I know that there is something wonderful in store for you. Its coming to ya...because you deserve the best. So...Ive picked a song out for you ( one of my favs!)..Listen to it and grasp those words... You are right. Thx. I just watched this. Made me cry. but then again.... WTF DOESNT????
LoveTKO Posted April 28, 2012 Posted April 28, 2012 Just let it out of your system....drink some cheap wine or corner convenient store malt liquor, preferably wrapped in a brown paper bag, and listen to Zakk sing about his love being as dead as yesterday, and cry your eyes out. You'll feel better tomorrow.
Author wannabdone Posted April 28, 2012 Author Posted April 28, 2012 Just let it out of your system....drink some cheap wine or corner convenient store malt liquor, preferably wrapped in a brown paper bag, and listen to Zakk sing about his love being as dead as yesterday, and cry your eyes out. You'll feel better tomorrow. I wish I could drink.... that would be awesom. Unfortunately, I am training and am on no carbs, all protien and no fun diet. Probably NOT helping with my emotional well being at the moment.
jphcbpa Posted April 28, 2012 Posted April 28, 2012 Thx jp. Does it sound stupid to know you are not the only one going through this crap? How long was your A? How long have you been in nc? 4 months, 4 weeks NC
mercy Posted April 28, 2012 Posted April 28, 2012 I wish I could drink.... that would be awesom. Unfortunately, I am training and am on no carbs, all protien and no fun diet. Probably NOT helping with my emotional well being at the moment. I'll drink for you, you'll feel much better in just a bit. You're welcome. If it'll make you feel even better I could sacrifice myself and eat some candy for you. Oh don't mention it, no problem. Blessings should be heaped upon you for the special person you are. Hoping the sun rises and brings you peace. And a happy heart. munch munch - guzzle guzzle 2
LoveTKO Posted April 28, 2012 Posted April 28, 2012 I wish I could drink.... that would be awesom. Unfortunately, I am training and am on no carbs, all protien and no fun diet. Probably NOT helping with my emotional well being at the moment. Just kidding....hardly drink myself. Start training for a marathon, or a bike century ride....you'll forget all about this guy.
Author wannabdone Posted April 28, 2012 Author Posted April 28, 2012 I'll drink for you, you'll feel much better in just a bit. You're welcome. If it'll make you feel even better I could sacrifice myself and eat some candy for you. Oh don't mention it, no problem. Blessings should be heaped upon you for the special person you are. Hoping the sun rises and brings you peace. And a happy heart. munch munch - guzzle guzzle LMAO.... thx girl. Youre a giver!!!
Author wannabdone Posted April 28, 2012 Author Posted April 28, 2012 Just kidding....hardly drink myself. Start training for a marathon, or a bike century ride....you'll forget all about this guy. training for marathon now.
LoveTKO Posted April 28, 2012 Posted April 28, 2012 training for marathon now. Nice! Tapering off from running this time of year because the heat is getting a bit intense in my neck of the woods this time of year.
spice4life Posted April 28, 2012 Posted April 28, 2012 training for marathon now. Good for you wannabdone...that's totally awesome! I'm so sorry you are feeling so sad today. Don't worry sweetie, this will pass and you will be a bunch of steps ahead of where you were the day before. These little moments of sadness are important because they mean you are human, have compassion and have feelings. Let yourself feel it and then just let it go. Aww. It will be fine sweetie. 1
Author wannabdone Posted April 28, 2012 Author Posted April 28, 2012 Good for you wannabdone...that's totally awesome! I'm so sorry you are feeling so sad today. Don't worry sweetie, this will pass and you will be a bunch of steps ahead of where you were the day before. These little moments of sadness are important because they mean you are human, have compassion and have feelings. Let yourself feel it and then just let it go. Aww. It will be fine sweetie. Thx Spice.
pureinheart Posted April 28, 2012 Posted April 28, 2012 Hey you! You had better turn that frown upside down! lol I want to remind you what I told you the other day. With each step you take, you are getting better. You are not where you once were, waiting on him to call you back or to be with you. Every day is a new day that you get closer to whatever the future holds for you. I know that there is something wonderful in store for you. Its coming to ya...because you deserve the best. So...Ive picked a song out for you ( one of my favs!)..Listen to it and grasp those words... This is a totally awesome response! Wannabdone- you got my prayers love, and I know things will get better:) 1
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