whoooooooa Posted June 21, 2004 Posted June 21, 2004 OK, my story... I have been with my fiance for 2 years, proposed after like... a week... haha, like 5 months. Anyways, I love her to death and she loves me to death. We are completely in love. She moved in with me about 1 week after we knew each other and we have lived together since, with no REAL problems, besides the following one. Now I know that things dont keep the exact passion and excitement as the beginning 4 or so months of the relationship, but we are like a married couple of 30 years!! Well, thats the thing, I still have the exact feelings for her as the day we met. She, on the other hand, is pretty carefree about the relationship. I ALWAYS try to do romantic events for the two of us, and about 90% of the time, they are pretty much taken for granted. I am trying and trying to keep it going, "sparking the flame", ect. But the lack of affection in general is getting to me, quick. I have talked to her numerous times about this, she tells me she is sorry (which isnt what I meant to make her do), and that she will make things better, SHE PROMISES. The next day, nothing changed. I am near the edge, but I know that I WILL want to marry her, I kind of just want to experience more too...... But I am affraid of breaking up with her, because I dont want to lose her completely. If we do break up she will have to move home, which is about 3 hours from here. I will never see her, and she will never be allowed (i know) to move back. I more or less want her to see what it is like without me. But I still want her. We are just like a brother and sister.... that have sex.... errr.... whatever. BEST FRIENDS, that works, I cant lose our relationship. Oh here, this too, she thinks we can take a break... AND LIVE TOGETHER... yeah. I want her to move out for a little bit, see how she is taking me for granted and maybe then she will appreciate me more. I swear to God, ever since this has been happening, I have the biggest complex. I feel like I turned ugly, got fat. I work out non-stop, eat right, get reconstuctive surgery to look like her favorite actor, you know, the usual. Im rambling like a moron now. Well, I wish I was better at explaining my situation. That was only a piece of what is happening and I know once I post this, I will realize more things that I should have included. Anyways, if you have any advice, I would appreciate it... THANKS!
Author whoooooooa Posted June 21, 2004 Author Posted June 21, 2004 By the way.... Im the girl in the relationship and she's the boy. Thanks
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