why go to church then act like a butt head afterwards?

[miss deject]

i want to know why people even bother going to church then they go to bars, smoke cigs, and treat others like they are superior?

what the hell gives anyway wit dat?

i am angry at my b/f right now for first of all leaving me home alone all day while he goes to work today, then coming home

and i suggest going to dinner, and he said he wants to go to church.

i feel hurt by this. i am angry at him for not wanting to be with me instead of the stupid church, when i know he will be all stressed

out tomorrow and acting like an idiot anyway so why go now and act all lovey dovey when he comes when it soon just wears off.

i'm just frustrated and feeling very neglected and maybe spoiled as well.

oh yeah and hungry! lol.

just needed to vent i guess.

now he will come home and just bury his head in the stupid sunday paper and read it for the rest of the evening while i either sit on here

or watch t.v. or watch him read. i cannot read it with him, it is boring and it hurts my eyes anyways.

whats an abandonded feeling woman suppose to do?

[tiki]

go to "stupid" church with him and learn about what he is interested in.

[moimeme]

1. Get some food into you

2. Stop spending your time thinking about what he should give you and start thinking about what you can give him