LoveToCuddle Posted April 24, 2012 Posted April 24, 2012 (edited) First of all excuses for the english I'm not such great writer. Here is/are my problem/story/question(s) Is it normal that one moment you feel like you are the most important person on the world and the other moment it's like you barely excist to the person? Then I'm trying to explain how I feel like. But then I feel like being to needy and I can't express the words. Example : While you're talking to him at skype(on the Iphone)He calls with his friends at skype on the computer for like an hour without pronoucing it first. So you just ask him to call you later.. but later was too long and you told him you miss him. That moment he types he is going to meet his friends and if you wan't to call for those 5 mins. While you called they kepped on calling him and that made the call on hold for 4 times.Just feel dumped at those moments. I tried to explain how I feel but he didn't understand and that makes it really fustrating. We do talk a lot though and it's fine that he goes out with his friends but why cant he just show a bit more that he cares? or am I just being really needy? Is it normal to have lots of small fights? Like no longer than half an hour? Yet some still sting for days.. Is it normal to feel like one moment you feel you're in heaven and the other moment it just feels like a living nightmare? Always the problems of the long distance popping up like not being able to see eachother for 7 months or he messed up this thing that was really important for the both of you and because of that you might even won't see eachother longer than that...(BLARGH!) Is it normal that the person is always on your mind no matter what happens? and you kinda base all your disicions on him/her? Or are you just being ''too...much...in love?'' How do you really know if the guy is in love with you? and REALLY cares about you? Is it normal that you always have to wonder if you are also that important to the other person? JUST DRIVES ME CRAZY one moment I feel like I'm his god and the other moment I can die and he won't notice... Is it normal that he sometimes just LOVES to tell you how wrong you were the moment before? that happens a lot and then I most likely start to cry. He does say sorry but it seems to happen over and over and over again. Is it normal that you just want to give up sometimes? should I give up? am I being to naive? I know I have to give way and way more details.But believe me we're in an extra hard long distance relationship. Cause it's kinda and long distance AND maybe soon to be army(I'm hoping for a non-battlefield thing so he can be home a lot and especially not DIE or something) Yet we do have a good connection and good relationship normally and we both feel like this was meant to be and he does say the sweetest things in the world Yet I'm the one that is showing more love than expressing it. And we do talk more than 6+ hours and sleep together with the skype on. We are more then 4 hour flight appart. HOPE YOU CAN UNDERSTAND THIS MESS:o thank you allready for your tips/suggestions yada yada. really:love: Edited April 24, 2012 by LoveToCuddle
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