macardent Posted April 24, 2012 Posted April 24, 2012 You had me believe that you were a decent chick. Wouldn't let me hold your hand and act all classy. You grinded with 20 guys in a row but told me you took a shower and thanked god that u are not with me anymore and how I disrespected you. I made you the queen of my heart, gave u the respect I thought u deserved and treated you like a wife but I guess u were happy being a slut in the clubs. I gave you several chances to leave me, go live your life the way you want. But the moment I was convinced that you were gonna stay forever, I gave u the promise ring saying I'd marry you in 2 years. You left me saying that you love yourself more. You broke the heart of the man you supposedly love and that made you love yourself more? Where were you hiding this personality all along? How could u just shut off ur feelings for the person you loved once. And when I begged you to come back u told me that I am bi-polar, a natural ******* and wierd. You asked me to never let you go, but when I begged you to stay u said that you'd change ur number or block mine. The only thing I wanted to repair was our love and the only that you wanted to damage was my ego. How could u not feel the love I had for you? Why would u think I want you back for my ego? Why would u just be with me to boost ur self esteem up? You'd throw breadcrumbs at me and when I bit you said don't worry about it..Where was this person all along? Just the words I said, words she'd never hear and the love she'd never feel though I really wish she does<3 Amen!
january2011 Posted April 24, 2012 Posted April 24, 2012 Sounds like you are lucky not to be in this toxic relationship anymore. Stay strong and ignore the breadcrumbs. Continue focusing on NC and self-care. 1
Author macardent Posted April 25, 2012 Author Posted April 25, 2012 Sounds like you are lucky not to be in this toxic relationship anymore. Stay strong and ignore the breadcrumbs. Continue focusing on NC and self-care. YES, thanks LS for all the support.. I would've been so lost without this website.. NC and self-care it is. Already achieved soo much since the breakup its only been a few weeks.
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