nthay Posted April 23, 2012 Posted April 23, 2012 So long story short im now a whole 6 months out of a relationship, but still not really healed. I've moved past the hardest part of wanting her back every day and i can deal with the urge of contact when it rarely appears. But i just can't help but compare us, and feel i "Lost" the break up so to speak. She has found a new boyfriend and i think they are happy together. I still love her, thats for sure, but im not in love anymore and i am glad that she is happy with someone else. But i just can't help but feeling that only bad things have come to me after the break up. She is happy and shining every time i see her and already in a real relationship, while i've been really down and i feel only bad things have happened to me since (not only in the love life) I have kissed one girl and been crushing on a girl that didn't really want me, that's all that has happened with me since we broke up. I just want someone to hold again, and care for. I have alot of trouble sleeping. My days are usually all good, but when i go to bed i get back the memories of the break up, little loving memories or anything else that reminds me of her and i will start wondering how it could just end and be replaced with someone else. I wan't the same, i really do. I just want to meet someone and be happy, i thought this was the case with my recent crush but she didn't want the same and i went right back to thinking of the ex.
Mr Scorpio Posted April 24, 2012 Posted April 24, 2012 I wan't the same, i really do. I just want to meet someone and be happy, i thought this was the case with my recent crush but she didn't want the same and i went right back to thinking of the ex. As someone stuck in the mire of a past relationship, it seems to me that you are on that right path. You opened yourself up to another person. It didn't work that time. Maybe it won't work the next time, or the time after that. But I don't see what option you have other than to keep trying.
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