redrose123 Posted April 20, 2012 Posted April 20, 2012 I was doing good for a couple of days but I had a dream last night that we talked and he told me he was seeing someone else and that he was happy. When I woke up all these memories rushed back to me and I feel awful. It's been 2 months but I feel like I'm back at square one. Im missing him so much today and I just want to text him and ask him if we can try again. It's been almost 2 weeks since we've talked after he texted me for the first time. I'm not going to contact him, I know he doesn't want me. If he did he would contact me and let me know but it's really hard to accept today. I lost my best friend and I feel so alone. I tried to talk to my mom about it today but she told me to leave her alone and that she doesn't have the head to hear about it. I have no one to talk to and I feel like I'm being pushed closer and closer to breaking NC! I don't want to be pathetic and I don't want to be weak but ive never dealt with this before and I don't know how to cope somedays. I just hate the bad days. Other guys have showed interest in me but it makes me feel worse because i dont want them. I dont know what to do Thank you for reading. You all always have good advice!
Philosoraptor Posted April 20, 2012 Posted April 20, 2012 It was just a dream so let it pass. The "square one" feeling after a dream is just temporary and you will bounce back. The "square one" feeling after breaking NC and getting hurt is actually square one and you need to build yourself up again. Just let the feelings pass.
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