otherfish Posted April 18, 2012 Posted April 18, 2012 R-, It coming up on 4 months since I have seen or talked to you. I hate the way things ended between us as it just seems so in-human that 2 people who loved each other so much could just walk out of each others lives and never be heard from again. I guess truth be told its one of those things in a relationship where you both are feeling it and you know its coming but you just choose to keep it to yourself and ignore the elephant in the room never bring it up for discussion, what a mistake, because maybe just maybe if we would have spilled our hearts we could of saved this thing. . . its that thing called "coming to the end of something that was once beautiful." What really saddens me is when I think about those most intimate times with you when we swore we had never been in love like this before . . . and we swore we would be there for each other and support each other . . . and we swore that given our age and numerous past relationships that neither of us felt the way we did in "OUR" relationship. We swore we could never lose each other. Were all of those promises nothing but lies for the moment, just feel good words? Did we really mean them at all? Surely, they were lies because Iam here and you are there and we are apart and Iam missing you like crazy. When will the thoughts of you stop consuming me? I mean, seriously, you are ALWAYS on my mind! I just dont understand this hold you have on me. Worst part is, I know that you are no good for me. We are not good together. You were right you cant give me what I want in a wife. I know that. I wish you well. I really hope everything works out for you in life. I hope that some of what I was trying to show you about whats most important in life stuck. The best to you R-, I absolutely will never forget you. You are beautiful. - - - Sorry, fellow LSers, been wanting to do this for a while and get this out.....sad, she will never see this.
ninified Posted April 19, 2012 Posted April 19, 2012 I like like the expression and heart felt emotion, what you say is quite memorable like something similar to what I found here.
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