smudge21 Posted April 12, 2012 Share Posted April 12, 2012 Well her wedding date has been and gone - no idea if it went ahead, no interest in looking to find out. As far as I'm concerned, it has, and that's that. Final nail in coffin done, coffin buried, dirt thrown in and 18 months of my life can be put behind me. It truly does feel like the closure I've been seeking but never knew how to find on my own. Without her getting wed, I knew that that small bit of hope we all carry inside us would still have been eating away at me. Now, as far as I'm aware, it's over. I still remember everything too, but unlike before, there's no emotion tied to any of it. I have no happiness or sadness when I think back, but I do remember it all happening. In many ways it's like watching a film for the millionth time that has just lost it's edge and I no longer care about. Time to change the dvd... In the words of Forrest Gump, "and that's all I have to say about that." 2 Link to post Share on other sites
broken-and-lost Posted April 12, 2012 Share Posted April 12, 2012 thumbs up m8:) was going to pm you see how you were getting on but just read it hope i'm not too far behind you in the healing still not there yet Link to post Share on other sites
esteem-jam Posted April 12, 2012 Share Posted April 12, 2012 Im gonna torture you. THERE IS HOPE. This is a case of "Bridges of Madison County" and "Love in the Time of Cholera". Just hold on, and one day that time will come!!!!!!!!!! DONT GIVE UUUUUUUUUUP!!! ;):cool: /joke end Link to post Share on other sites
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