Kaotic Posted April 5, 2012 Posted April 5, 2012 I can't concentrate on work :-( yesterday I have up trying to reconcile us. And it's so painful. We were NC for 2 weeks and I broke NC and texted him and asked if he could talk last Thursday. I was in a great mood, really positive that day and wanted to be sure that he knew how I felt. He was open to it and it went rather well actually. We were honest and i told him that I see a chance for us in the future and that NC was really good for us because it have me time to reflect and grow and think and that I really see us working out. Not that day, maybe a month from now, maybe two months from now etc. he brought up reasons of why he thinks we would not work and I understood his reasons and told him I'm 100000% committed to working through those problems with him and he said he could have done some things better.he had to get backto work (lunch break) and he told me that he can't tell me one way or the other I'd there's a possibility of reconciliation and that we'd keep in touch. We were NC until Tuesday when I saw a funny pic I knew he'd like and I texted it to him. 6 hours later he responded with lol. Not exactly what I'd hoped for. The next day I texted him again and told him that I wanted to ask him rather than assume. I told him I wanted to do what was best for us and asked if je wanted to stay in touch or go NC and I'd stop callin and texting. He responded by saying there is no us and it's best we go NC like before Thursday. I told him I respected that and that it would be the last time I contact him. I told him to give our puppy goodbye kisses from me because I think about her all the time and that my door is always open if he ever needs anything. I am struggling today. I am trying to move on and rebuild my life. It is hard to face :-(
Philosoraptor Posted April 5, 2012 Posted April 5, 2012 It's never easy at the start. Just try to focus on yourself and learn to love to live your life.
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