lalalandman Posted April 4, 2012 Posted April 4, 2012 (edited) It's like waking up one day and realizing you completely forgot about all the crap you never thought you'd move past. And you didn't even see it coming. Just want to let everyone know where I am 10 months on from a 5 year relationship. For perspective. I moved out of the place I had lived at for 4 years a month ago. It was a block from where she lived until she moved away 2 months after breaking up with me. Last month I moved to a new city, got a new job, and got my own place. The job is for an MMA company. I work in corporate and attend MMA classes for free, 5 days a week. My sister is moving in with me in 2 months. I live alone, and it's lonely as heck sometimes. Am I happy? Not completely. Have I completely yet moved on? No. Will I? Yes. When? Not sure. Last time I talked with her was a month ago. I gave in since she was calling all month in February. I asked why she was still calling and she said she thought she was pregnant by me. We had sex in December so the timing didnt make sense. Eventually I told her I'm glad she was ok, and to take care. She told me to stop being difficult and I told her if she wanted to meet me, then she had to give me a date. She said ok, Thursday night. 4 days passed, and 4 hours before our meeting, she bails, again. She had done this pull push plenty during the breakup but I fell for it more. So I gave it to her. Basically told her she was classless. She said she was on call for a job and I basically said BULL. Then NC. For people who need advice with their ex, I would say Stop Chasing the Clown. If you don't know, look it up. And stop idealizing your failed relationship. Just move on, seek happiness, and don't waste your time on exes who dont know what they want. Edited April 4, 2012 by lalalandman 3
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