IHaveNoWords Posted April 1, 2012 Posted April 1, 2012 So I've known this guy for about 2 years now. He is the most attractive man I have ever met. He's funny, and charistmatic, and so fun to be around. We aren't really close, we're friendly though. Yesterday I went to a rock climbing place with a bunch of people, and he went, too. It was a blast. I didn't go near him too often (at least I tried not to), he belayed me twice, we talked a few times in depth about what's going on with us. He also had two other girls swarming around him at all times. Then we went out to eat, and I was at the end of the table with him and this other girl. And I was so nervous being around him, and so exhausted, that I just couldn't stop talking. Now, I thought that I was funny, and they were both laughing and having fun. But looking back, I feel so stupid, because I just wouldn't shut up! And I totally wasn't really being myself, I was just so nervous and tired from the long day. Anyway, later that night I texted him a joke from earlier, and we sent a couple texts back and forth, and I told him goodnight (trying to be all cool and nonchalant. heh.) But then this morning, I don't know what possessed me to, but I texted him AGAIN (bear in mind, we don't talk that often...or ever) and I said that I woke up and all the memories from last night came flooding back and that I wanted to apologize for being so crazy, that I was just really sleep deprived, and finished it with a joke from the night before with something that was said. Now that I'm fully awake and coherent, I want to smack myself because I would never apologize for being too happy or talkative, and I normally wouldn't give a damn about what anyone thought of me....but I was stupid, and texted him. And, big surprise, he didn't text me back. So anyway...ladies...gents...did I totally screw up any chance? He probably thinks I'm a freak right?
darkmoon Posted April 1, 2012 Posted April 1, 2012 those perfectly-attractive men can be in a world of thier own - i have just dropped one cuz he was hit in so often i'd see him with girl after girl - and another one i knew would lead women on to get them to do what he wanted not used to a no, they see dating and bed as a right, not a bit of luck like others would i am so fed up with the one i jus dropped, his antics and Casanova mindset have all but made me fall out of love which is a releif tbh they might go onto to be faithfully married, but i always felt insecure with mine - one girl even elbowed me out of the way to be next to him and he let her cuddle him i walked off and then half an hour later he came to me- not to say sorry but for me carry on asking him out - he lost me on that he will be old one day, and will find it hard to not get any one he wants, for sure
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