redrose123 Posted March 29, 2012 Posted March 29, 2012 He once told me "I feel like you're always around" and that he didn't have time for me after i put up with his bs for two year. And this is the man Im missing, what is wrong with me?! Sorry just venting
BewitchedandBothered Posted March 29, 2012 Posted March 29, 2012 He once told me "I feel like you're always around" and that he didn't have time for me after i put up with his bs for two year. And this is the man Im missing, what is wrong with me?! Sorry just venting You miss the personality that lured you in; the sweet charm and honeymoon period. This man that has no time for you is not very lovable; see what I'm saying? You miss the good stuff, the idea of him, not the curmudgeon:)
Author redrose123 Posted March 29, 2012 Author Posted March 29, 2012 I know you are right Bewitched.. I wonder why people change? Or maybe he was always this way and showed his true colors eventually? I keep thinking about the good which is making it harder to move on. I think I'm blocking all the bad out.. 1
BewitchedandBothered Posted March 29, 2012 Posted March 29, 2012 I know you are right Bewitched.. I wonder why people change? Or maybe he was always this way and showed his true colors eventually? I keep thinking about the good which is making it harder to move on. I think I'm blocking all the bad out.. Picture him naked wearing ankle straps, black socks and sandals. Are you smiling:) Maybe laughing a little bit:) The true colors always come out after the 'first act'. I mulled over the nice times with my ex, but that was overshadowed with the abusive game playing. It cancelled out the nice times and made them meaningless--so essentially, he was a big, fat waste of time. Sounds like yours is, also:) You will move on; it just feels like the weight of the world on your whole body. The weakness goes through your arms and legs and you have that terrible angst in your stomach. It goes away. I promise. Trust me.
CopingGal Posted March 30, 2012 Posted March 30, 2012 Every nice thing my ex did was wiped out by his horrible behavior. He's just a complete bastard.
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