lostconfidence Posted March 25, 2012 Posted March 25, 2012 this wont be short lol but ill give as much detail as i can here goes .we went together for almost a year and a half she loved me more than anything adored me we where amazing together then we split and for 6 months she waited while i went with all sorts of women (she knew none of this} than got back togehter at xmas.when we got back it was at my sisters party who she is ver yclose to and she made sure she was the prettiest girl in the room anyway we got back together then it started agian she works alot of hrs i seen her once maybe twice a week always at nite we never done much. she hated her job i hated her job we argued abut never seeing each other so i finsihed it on valentines day..i know!! i was angry and hurt i planned al sorts and couldn never do anything i felt i was never in a relationship.. i blamed her and she txt me saying it was over then i refused to speak to her and just txt her she clearly wanted me back plaeding and saying shell quit jobs and i told her no i dont see no furter with her.. now this is wher it gets messy 3 weeks later i spotted her on facebook talking to a guy all xxx and what have ya so i say what the **** you at. she goin none of your concern then writes all flirty stuff anyway i find out she been seeing this guys she denies that she only seen him once or twice but he had been boasting to my mate that shes been staying over at his . we talk and i get very jealous basicly wanting her back yes am a dick.. she starts lyin about this guy and comes down to mine saying that she loves we wher lyin in bed she admitits to sleeping with him and lyin in bed she holding me like am about to fall of the world so tightly and kissing me every time i fall asleep and she crying saying shes needs time to think..i was just being stuborun blaming her and saying no break either stay of go for good..anywayshe leave we take a few days break and i realise of **** ist not her its all me i push her away and treat her like ****e so i tell her and send her flower on the sat to her work. she starts txtn saying there lovely and saying she wants to make a dicission still txt fliting at 12 that nite..didnt here on the sunday then on monday i txt her and she just saying she still uncertain then i find out that on the sat nite after the flowers she went and stayed in this guys house and txt me while ther.grr so i txt her saying i know her you wher on sat nite and she fones me crying saying she dosnt know whats shes doin shes so lost and wants me but dosnt know if itll work and all this gaff 4 hrs we wher on the fone we argued made up. i keep pleading with her i want her back i know its all my fault the the next day she txt saying she wants to sort it today.then fones me crying saying she cant do it any more and she can face me. anyway i drove down we went for a drink she kept toching me then pulling away and staring at me then crying but refuseing to ge back with me. we talked she said i pushed her away it was all my fualt.she denied that she had been planning all this stuff with this guys but i knew she was.i told her why didnt she just tell me at the start that she didnt want me and wanted to date this guys she had been seeng him the whole time.she told me cause she didnt know what she wanted. and then told me that she cut me out of her life the week we split cause she cried for a week solid. then when i went to get out of the car she started grabbing me to stop and cried.then told me to get out, then i got in to my car and she sat staring at me for 20 mins driving away and coming back and then standing at the top or the road and foning me telling me to leave then drove of. now after this she went straight to this guys house she has been shtaying in this guys house every single nite.. this girl works to 12 at niet some times ans shes been partying like ****. this guy is a scum bag no job lives with his mum no car just take drugs constant and i think she fallen for this guy big time. is this a rebound will it last and will i get her back?? plaese help i havent slept or ate in over a week. she dose keep telling me thatshe stillloves me but she moving on and she happy but never mentions him
mike588 Posted March 25, 2012 Posted March 25, 2012 sorry about my bad grammar It's difficult to read...break up your story in Paragraphs.
Author lostconfidence Posted March 25, 2012 Author Posted March 25, 2012 i know i tried yo edit it there it wont let me, surely you can still read it i really need some help on this.am usualy a fairly confident headstrong guy and am just a mess at the min
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