Author NailBiter Posted April 6, 2012 Author Posted April 6, 2012 (edited) Yesterday was a pretty crazy day. So many highs and lows. I found out my sister is getting divorced, remembered it was my ex's bday, found out my ex had a date with some guy yesterday, witnessed one of the best baseball games I've ever seen, drank way too much beer and wine. Here I am the next morning with a hangover trying to put it all together. Except now I have to go to my uncle's place for his birthday. It's always depressing going there ever since my aunt died a few years back. Ugh...I have enough on my plate without getting sad over my ex, yet it's still the thing that hurts the most. Edited April 6, 2012 by NailBiter
Author NailBiter Posted April 9, 2012 Author Posted April 9, 2012 Hell of a weekend for me. So many ups and downs. I'm feeling better now that it's over though. Big plans tonight and Friday. Should be a good week. You know what pisses me off though? Tell me if your friends are like this... as much as all my friends are obviously in my corner, I've always said, what if, my ex just made a mistake, just didn't know what she had? Everyone was always saying to me how we're not for each other, she wasn't the one, blah blah, and it still pisses me off to hear that. Maybe she was the one, but she just made a tragic mistake. I still believe that, and maybe that's part of what's holding me back. Maybe I'm just babbling, but was curious to see how similar our situations are. Be well, dude. I used to feel this way. Whenever people would tell me "she doesn't deserve you" it would just piss me off and I would end up telling them they have no idea what they're talking about. I can relate to what you're saying. Sometimes I think if I had played my cards right when we got back in contract after the break up she might have come back. I ended up driving her away everytime we had contact because I was so angry at her for breaking up with me without any warning or discussion about what was wrong or how to fix it. I don't know if that's holding me back anymore. My anger has subsided and now it's just sadness when I think of how things turned out. So **** it, I'm just going to think about the awesome night I have ahead of me!
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