sweetheart5381 Posted March 23, 2012 Posted March 23, 2012 Spent the better part of tonight in tears... the heart just doesnt seem to stop hurting sometimes. It drives me crazy at times. I don't care what he is doing, I don't care to know. I don't think about it... he could be with 100 women and it wouldn't matter to me. Unconditional love I suppose. I have to see him everyday at work and just when I think I am all good, I see him and it starts me thinking about "us". The "us" I believed in before reality set in. I thought he was a true friend, the kind of friend that wouldn't play me for selfish reasons. I don't care to ask his best friend how he is doing, his best friend and I are friends too and I never, ever mention his name. Neither does his best friend. Some things are better left unsaid. I know many great guys, have met many great guys since he and I broke up that are interested and are willing to wait (so they say, as he did) but they just leave me with a cold feeling inside. I don't want to re-experience the past and yet I am not ready to move on either. Like being stuck in the mud, spinning the wheels.
robertmathis1026 Posted March 23, 2012 Posted March 23, 2012 Okay the first thing that I like is your faith. I like your unconditional love that really inspires me. I think you are too needy. Let him go and when you can stabilize your mind you can start your struggle to get your ex back Are you SUFFERING THE PAIN, because your ex DUMP you? Can You imagine, if you can make your ex BEGGING TO BACK WITH YOU? click here to make it HAPPEN!!
BewitchedandBothered Posted March 23, 2012 Posted March 23, 2012 Okay the first thing that I like is your faith. I like your unconditional love that really inspires me. I think you are too needy. Let him go and when you can stabilize your mind you can start your struggle to get your ex back Are you SUFFERING THE PAIN, because your ex DUMP you? Can You imagine, if you can make your ex BEGGING TO BACK WITH YOU? click here to make it HAPPEN!! Stop telling everyone they are needy and knock off the spam; you have been reported. 2
BewitchedandBothered Posted March 23, 2012 Posted March 23, 2012 Hey there; the wound is still very fresh. And seeing him doesn't help matters---Have you tried looking for another job or another position where you wouldn't have to see this guy? Seeing him is setting you back. The good thing is that there is no time limit on how you feel; you heal in your own time. You don't have to date until you are ready. It took awhile for me to stop crying about it; now I just analyze and wonder why, etc. Every day is one day closer to healing.
Author sweetheart5381 Posted March 24, 2012 Author Posted March 24, 2012 Hey there; the wound is still very fresh. And seeing him doesn't help matters---Have you tried looking for another job or another position where you wouldn't have to see this guy? Seeing him is setting you back. The good thing is that there is no time limit on how you feel; you heal in your own time. You don't have to date until you are ready. It took awhile for me to stop crying about it; now I just analyze and wonder why, etc. Every day is one day closer to healing. Thanks for the words of encouragement, much appreciated We all have bad days I suppose and yesterday was one of them for me. I am in a good position in a very successful company and have no desire to lose one of the best career opportunities I have ever had. Especially over a man that did not treat me with the honestly and respect I deserved. Seeing him sends a weird zap through me now that seems to be intensifying - it's like a response to fear if I we are in the same room alone. Very uncomfortable at times and hard to ignore. I do my best to no longer analyze the relationship, I have already spent enough time and energy on something that really did not exist as I believed it did. In the end, I was betrayed as a friend, that's all I really need to know.
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