So it goes on...

[Unloveable]

I have been through rought time.Got promises at the start,went bad at the end,all because of a few fights and few problems.

so

i have contacted my ex today,since he left me a facebook friend for whatever reason,i just didn't like the no contact treatment...even with my previous ex,whom i broke up with,is still a good friend to me and i've gotten to the terms of being in a solid friendship with him.so,i contacted my now ex boxfriend,asked for his life,how was it and all, he asked me if i have gotten through depression(stupid question isn't it)it's been 2 days and i constantly dreamt of him these days,today that we have reconciled and are back again together...so he pulled the topic,i've said to him

 

these things : said i was studying,asked him if he found a job,he said he is selling piercings with his friend(that was my idea from some time ago that we should do together) by the bulk

 

...i told him i had planed to pierce myself this or the next week,and get a tattoo,that he could maybe sell me a few of those(unfortunately they weren't the ones i was looking for)

 

on the depression topic he replied with: well I get it that it's been just 2 days

but 2 day 2 weeks 2 months,it does not matter,we just have to move on in life,i know it sounds cruel,but life is cruel.

 

i told him:okay stop it please now,i didn't come here to discuss that,or you to make it harder

i just don't want the no contact treatment

because you were my friend before you became my lover

ok?

 

he said ok

 

i said:and,even if you changed your mind and stopped loving me in a week,i'll still love you and ill remember it always,because,it's been a year of dating,and not just two months...and 3 great years of friendship

so

 

he changed the topic back to piercings

 

told him i know he didn't want to hear that but it all had to be said sometime

 

he sent me some piercing links,i told him i don't need them

 

he said he wasn't even on msn or skype when i tried to ask him if he blocked me

 

so i asked for news in life

he said:well this and that,helping around the house

recconnecting with people

nothing special

 

told him :well me too,i hope everything goes well,all the things that went wrong,hope you get some money and stuff,if you ever need support or anything,you know you can always call me or text me : )

 

he said : thnx : )

 

i said:yeah you'll always be my favourite person : ),lol,i sound pathetic don't i ?

 

he said:yeah :/ a bit

 

me:well i'm sorry but it's how it is i didn't know i sounded that pathetic

but you know i was always more sensitive then you,can't erase things like with a magic wand

but i hope it will pass,no point in having lingering feelings if they are not reciprocated

 

then he went offline,

i left him this:really,thanks for going offline,i just needed that...just wanted to be in good terms after this catastrophe.

 

He seems like he has moved on in a few days,or is he playing it?i really don't know,he just posts funny stuff,looks happy,and he has found some new girl to chat to,with a really similliar character to mine...i can't even conclude what his problem is...it's driving me crazy...we broke up and i'm still giving him every last piece of myself,and ....he's taking it...and the worst part is i would like him back...

[BewitchedandBothered]

Please, please block him. the wound is still fresh and needs to heal. I have found that the reason our ex's are happy is because they had time to lose feelings for us==yet they stayed for that little duration. My ex used me to get over me, if that makes sense. He was already gone and was too cowardly to say anything so he put up all his dating sites again unbeknownst to me. So I am walking around like a fool while he already had his feelers out there. Your ex was over you before it was over, head start for him to move on. Extremely unfair.

 

YOU are being unfair to YOU by interacting with him. I wonder if he keeps you on his FB out of guilt or because he knows if he posts something it will get to you. please...Block him. you owe that to YOU.

[robertmathis1026]

You are still look needy and many of us hate needy person. Stop being needy! it's godd that you have an interest on something after the breakup

 

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