woots31 Posted March 18, 2012 Posted March 18, 2012 I fear I have made a huge mistake. I started dating someone incredibly wonderful. But I fear it was far to soon. You see I ended a nine year relationship, and though I went thru the mourning process in the end stages of the relationship, I never took the necessary time to make sure I was stable enough to be in a new relationship. Now I have backed off of the relationship and explained to him that we do not work right now. I can not go on thinking that I am hurting such a wonderful man when I don't even realize I am doing it. I wonder how long it will take for me to feel like a whole and normal person again. On my own with out the support of a man by my side when I had one for nine years. I don't think I fell for the man I was dating because of my want for a man in my life, everything just feels better when he is around, even happy feels better when I am with him. Still I was not healthy enough for it to work at the time. I wonder if I ever will be. I wonder if he will have a place for me in his wonderful arms when I am.
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