gotye Posted March 21, 2012 Posted March 21, 2012 right now is the absolute worst on wanting to contact her. I feel like an addict, I'm craving some sort of interaction. I don't know why but this hit me all of a sudden. I'm on day 15 NC. She texted me a picture of herself making a funny face exactly one week ago and was last time heard from her. why would she do that????
robkris8079 Posted March 21, 2012 Posted March 21, 2012 why would she do that???? such a good question. But I do not have a real answer. I do have theories though. Most likely to try and spark some sort of interaction with me. See if I'm still thinking about her, caring, missing. Maybe to boost her ego in some way. Maybe in an attempt to keep me in some way in her life back on the back burner that she put me on a year ago on our first breakup and how she did 2 weeks ago on our FINAL breakup. Maybe it was a minute of her weakness and wanted to reach out to me but had no clue as to what to say or how to do it. Sort of like I am right now and the reason I posted in this thread. My honest reason for her text is she herself has no clue as to why she sent it. Same as she has no clue why her feelings for me are on and off. Those are her words that I despise and have heard twice in our 5 year relationship. She is a young, confused, torn person. Always questioning if I'm the one (she watches too much lifetime I think) when she is off and that I'm the only one when she is on. But in the end her reasoning is not my problem anymore.
emby Posted March 21, 2012 Posted March 21, 2012 Is it normal to feel really anxious on day 1 of NC?? I literally feel sick to my stomach and short of breath . He's never told me to leave him be before. We broke up originally a few weeks ago and when I didn't text him, he'd text me. A day didn't go by when we'd talk. Then again, we did get back together last time. Just the idea that I CAN'T talk to him, because he has asked for space and I've promised to give it to him...it causes me so much stress and panic. All I keep wondering is if he's thinking of me or not, if he hates me or not
Tiera D Posted March 22, 2012 Posted March 22, 2012 Day 9 NC here longest NC i have done since breakup.dint text her wishing her happy birthday did i screw up or am i bring mean?my ex still says she loves me though TD
gotye Posted March 22, 2012 Posted March 22, 2012 on day 4, still feeling eh on how he hasnt contacted me, guess he doesnt miss me
SoMuchLove Posted March 22, 2012 Posted March 22, 2012 OMG! NC totally sucks! I've been trying to move on and I went on a dating website. . .only to find my ex is on there too! So I did a totally ridiculous, lame, desperate and manipulative thing. . .I posted a fake profile and sure enough--he messaged me! He said he "really liked my profile" etc. I know he is clueless that it is me. I sent him a message back. . anonomously, of course. WHAT DO I DO NOW!?!?!?! WHAT WAS I THINKING!?!?!? Oh jeez. HELP!
SoMuchLove Posted March 22, 2012 Posted March 22, 2012 OMG! NC totally sucks! I've been trying to move on and I went on a dating website. . .only to find my ex is on there too! So I did a totally ridiculous, lame, desperate and manipulative thing. . .I posted a fake profile and sure enough--he messaged me! He said he "really liked my profile" etc. I know he is clueless that it is me. I sent him a message back. . anonomously, of course. WHAT DO I DO NOW!?!?!?! WHAT WAS I THINKING!?!?!? Oh jeez. HELP!
water4150 Posted March 22, 2012 Posted March 22, 2012 Well today marks my 4th week of NC I'm guessing 28 days if my math is right with the way my head is right now... She broke up with me 5 almost 6 months ago and recently just hit the 4th week on nc. IT SUCKS!!!!!!!! I'm always wondering what she is doing, thinking, who she's talking to. I tried so hard to remove all triggers but there is always that one uncontrollable trigger that set me off. Whether it be from someone or just a random thought. I either want her thoughts and memories to be gone completely or for her just to come back..... First love and we were together for 2.5 years.... I'm 21 and she's 24....we were so perfect and happy together but she opted out... Hurts like a B%#@!!!
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