brokendreamz Posted March 13, 2012 Posted March 13, 2012 Weird! I just went to empty the trash on my laptop and upon opening it I saw a million pictures of her that I'd deleted almost a year ago. I instantly closed it and without thinking I covered the screen with a piece of paper and re opened it so I couldn't see the images and permanently deleted them all. I can't believe that I haven't emptied my trash for almost a year or more, but what really surprised me were the actions that followed once I saw her in the photos. I mean, I literally didn't think, it was like auto pilot... Pictures of her = bad therefore DELETE ERASE WARNING WARNING!!! I felt a little flutter in my heart and a little bit sick but nothing too bad. Guess I'm still a way off getting her completely out of my system. Just venting - thanks for listening!
nick d Posted March 13, 2012 Posted March 13, 2012 Yeah I'm the same way.. I can't look at any pictures yet without getting that sick feeling.. It'll be a while..
Author brokendreamz Posted March 16, 2012 Author Posted March 16, 2012 I posted my original post a few days back. Since then, I have been having VIVID dreams about her every night, waking up depressed and actually feel like I've taken a few steps back! You know those dreams where you wake up and really have to think for a while before you realise it's all just a bad dream It's been over a year. I know I still love her deeply, but I also know I will never take her back so it's frustrating that yet again my mind is playing tricks on me - I thought we were finally on the same side! Oh well, off the booze again and back to the gym
nick d Posted March 16, 2012 Posted March 16, 2012 I'm with you on that man.. I keep having dreams that I'm with her and I wake up and she isn't there. It makes me VERY depressed! And I could never take my ex back either. Too much has happened since she left me :/
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