on & off forced me to call it of but i want us to be together.

[jigglypuff]

the bakc and forth is killing me, but i love her soooo much.

 

we have been going on and off since feb. mostly off. i love her so much and think that the things that cause us to say its over are very VERy VERY trivial and EASIELY work able.

 

she told me when she wanted me to relly believe it was over in april that it was over and she didnt love me.

 

then she got sick and ended up in the hospital and it was like a rush. i relieze why i loved her so and how easy our problems are to fix. ince she got out of the hospital when have been hanging out. and i love it. too much.

 

she says she cant come to any decisions until july, (because shes busy with school) my heart aches for her, i cant wait around for her and at the same time, my heart is beggin my to hold on. to let this thing run its course.

 

i told her earlier today i cant see her and now i wish i had not.

[disguy]

Just move on man. If she feels the same way about you then she'll call and wanna hang out with you. Maybe your just being overly-lovable to her. (if that is even possible) What i'm saying is that your suffocating her. I think she just needs some space to figure things out. Just let her and move on with your life. Hopefully she calls you sooner or later. If not then it just wasn't meant to be.