zanzi Posted March 1, 2012 Posted March 1, 2012 My brain doesnt know this. I am slowly getting over him. My body still thinks it belongs to him. I crave his presence. To see his smile and his eyes dilate with pleasure because he likes to look at me and he's spending time with me and it's just the two of us. To chatter to each other. To make inside jokes that confuse others. To comfort on another. To brush my hand through his hair. To hear him say something weird that makes me thoughtful for the day. I remind myself how many guys there are out there. Guys who wont take advantage of my weaknesses like he did. Or eventually say " I would like to sleep with you but I cant, I'm serious about this other women." I keep saying to myself, how can she love him as much as I do. Which is stupid. I dont know or care how she feels. She has taken away my happiness. That is how it feels. Thats all I know. He says he's going to go be with her one day. And think about " a future." But I am obsessed with you, I love you, Life without you is very bitter. Have a future with me instead. Doesn't how I feel matter?
sweetheart5381 Posted March 1, 2012 Posted March 1, 2012 My brain doesnt know this. I am slowly getting over him. My body still thinks it belongs to him. I crave his presence. To see his smile and his eyes dilate with pleasure because he likes to look at me and he's spending time with me and it's just the two of us. To chatter to each other. To make inside jokes that confuse others. To comfort on another. To brush my hand through his hair. To hear him say something weird that makes me thoughtful for the day. I remind myself how many guys there are out there. Guys who wont take advantage of my weaknesses like he did. Or eventually say " I would like to sleep with you but I cant, I'm serious about this other women." I keep saying to myself, how can she love him as much as I do. Which is stupid. I dont know or care how she feels. She has taken away my happiness. That is how it feels. Thats all I know. He says he's going to go be with her one day. And think about " a future." But I am obsessed with you, I love you, Life without you is very bitter. Have a future with me instead. Doesn't how I feel matter? I'm sorry that you are feeling this way... it hurts when your feelings just don't matter to the person you fell in love with and love completely... it sucks balls and alot of folks here understand how that feels - to be left behind as your loved one casts you aside and looks for comfort elsewhere. Ultimately, that's their problem (ex's), don't make it yours. "She" did not take away your happiness, HE did - he knew what he was doing when he took your love and offered nothing in return. The grass is always greener to shallow, emotionally unintelligent people looking to take rather than give.
NoneoftheAbove Posted March 1, 2012 Posted March 1, 2012 Hang in there dear, the sun will shine again.
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