michael89 Posted February 26, 2012 Posted February 26, 2012 hello 2 years ago i lost contact with someone who meant more then the world to me. because they didn't feel the same way about me. i love her although she doesn't love me i would do anything for her. im 22 and she was the first person ive ever had feelings for more then a crush. i thought over time i would mealy forget about her but but i haven't i still love her and i dont know how to forget about her. i wish we were atleast friends i would do anything for her.
esteem-jam Posted February 26, 2012 Posted February 26, 2012 Not getting the love back stinks. Do you want always be number #2 for her, or #3, #4? How about your own feelings, needs, comfort? You have to give more details before anyone can give advice. Writing it out will also help yourself. But for now I will say its good that you made 2 years apart, and you are very young, you have to meet and know more people before you can safely say you know what is Love.
Author michael89 Posted February 26, 2012 Author Posted February 26, 2012 (edited) thank u for your support, i don't know why i feel like i do really, ive had a few "crushes" in secondary school and whatnot but noon i feel i could die for no matter how exstream that sounds. i know its not like i knew her all my life and then she left me but still in 22 years she was the most amazing person i ever met, my closest friend knew i used to have feelings for but i have since tried to disprove this to him by falsely acting as if im over her and have no residual feelings for her as its embarrassing, im not good looking and its embarrassing when someone doesn't have the same feelings for you as u do them, as patheic as this sounds in my defence i have her contact details on my phone but i have been strong enough to avoid sending desperate please to meet with her again because i know this isnt at all what she wants. what i am thankfull for is that this showed me what it is to love someone. until this i belived love was mearly the feeling i had to having a crush on someone, but loving someone, doing anything for them is so much more but i never want to feel this again i just want friendship, long lasting friendship beats losing someone u love, no mater how much you love them keeping them in ur life as friends beats loseing them as someone u love. love has weakened me, i am much more emotional then i used to be, some might say thats good but being a guy who crys in films more then a girl is hardly an mascalin quality Edited February 26, 2012 by michael89
Mr Scorpio Posted February 26, 2012 Posted February 26, 2012 As EJ pointed out, you are young. If you exert some effort, you can likely find other people to have friendships with. With a little bit of luck, you could even find someone to share love with. Everyone gets burned and disappointed and hurt -- that is just part of life. It is how you deal with it that will determine your future.
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