MarkV Posted February 20, 2012 Posted February 20, 2012 Just wanted to post on here to update my current situation (see my previous posts). Since I last saw my ex last Monday I have had a bit more clarity in my life. I have a new haircut, bought some new clothes, bought a new bed and have spent the day with a girl (not a date,just a long term friend). I also went out Saturday night with my guy friends and iv booked a venue for my 32nd bday at the end of April. I have also bought my mum and close friends some flowers to show my appreciation of them listening to my thoughts and feelings. Treating them makes me feel good about myself. And iv applied for a coaching position with the New York Red Bulls academy. Bit of a journey as im english!ha! Saturday night was good fun but I was a bit on edge as I knew she was out with her sister and friend. At a random point in the night her brother text me to see if I was out for a beer. He didnt know I was out so must have heard it through her. She also saw one of my other friends and asked if he was out with me. It was great to see her brother as he is my age and we always got on so well. When we spoke I didnt mention anything about Georgia (which I am proud of considering i was drinking). I just asked how the family was and he said that everyone misses me. He left and said we will have to have a proper catch up soon. Thankfully I didnt bump into her that evening. She has told a mutual friend that she is sad that it took a breakup for me to buy the engagement ring. Natasha corrected her and told her that i bought the ring way before all this happened. She just said that she doesnt know what she wants and is just going to let it fall around her. Not what im doing at all! She has lost weight and spends most of her eves on facebook. She enrolled on an online teaching course and hasnt even started that. Last week at the meal she told me that she had been drinking a lot of wine with friends and eating junk food (which is not usually her). I guess this is her way of dealing with the situation. She has put silly status updates on fbook such as 'didnt get any cards or flowers for valentines day' & 'had a fun eve at the cinema with vincent (guy friend) '. These are a little annoying as i would have a bit more respect if I had just broke up with someone and the fact that my family and friends will see these updates. I believe she is just seeking attention and responses. What do you guys think? I have her blocked on my account so that she cant see what im up to I have been holding my head high and I dont feel the urge to contact her. I made a promise and I intend to hold onto that promise. Im obviously still in love with the girl and heatbroken but have accepted that this was HER choice and that its best to leave her alone whilst she is in the confused time in her life..any thoughts would be great..thanks for reading again..Damion x 2
Philosoraptor Posted February 21, 2012 Posted February 21, 2012 Are you still looking at her facebook? You should kindly ask people not to tell you anything she is doing in her life.
Author MarkV Posted February 21, 2012 Author Posted February 21, 2012 No I haven't been looking,just heard it from my sister. I have told people that I don't want to hear anything
Philosoraptor Posted February 21, 2012 Posted February 21, 2012 Is your family still close to her? If not then ask them to remove her as well. Why does it matter so much what she does or what the meaning behind it is? If you are intent on moving on then keep on moving towards your own path to healing.
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