devil moth Posted February 17, 2012 Posted February 17, 2012 So... yesterday me and my boyfriend of a year and a half broke up. I'm trying to think of this in the most positive way possible, but it hurts a lot. He wasn't my first boyfriend or my first kiss... but everything else he was my first. He's the only guy I really thought I truly loved before. I know we are both young... me being 19 and him being 17 and things would have probably changed anyways.. but it hurts. I have survived breakups before... I guess this one just hurts because I really had a future planned with this man.. I've tried talking to friends about this, but it's hard getting myself in the mindset to just.. "move on" I know it will come eventually, but I can tell it won't be very soon that I'm able to just find somebody else and not think about him every single day and wishing that he were still the guy I could hold..and kiss..and just be with.. but, I knew it would be the end.. we're both young and both changing. Okay, so I know how to deal with this.. I just guess I need a little bit of a push through the door...and that's why I think I'm posting this.. any advice or words of encouragement would be greatly appreciated.
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