SelfCentered Posted January 25, 2012 Posted January 25, 2012 (edited) Hello Loveshack. It's been a while hasn't it? I've been sailing along very nicely actually. Keeping busy, living for myself. Got a lot planned for the next few months. It's very exciting! Physically I feel and look great as my gym activities are going well. I think about the ex less and less and when I do, it’s nowhere near as powerful. Basically, I’m there. I could be the face of NC endorsement. It works SO WELL! This past weekend I even chatted up a few girls on a night out (first time I felt confident enough since the BU) and have been flirting with one of them since. We’re going out this weekend. Not looking for anything serious at all, just a bit of fun. I’m ready for it again. The reason I’m back and full of vehement RAGE is because my ex isn’t playing ball with my cousin or his wife. She took photos for them back in October at a Christening and after we broke up assured me she’d get the photos over. After all this time she still hasn’t. They’ve been polite, patient and even offered cash to her for her services. Before, I gave them her email address to contact her. Now, I’ve passed on her direct number and FB account so they can contact her directly. It’s all filled me with anger now. Just do not understand why she isn’t doing it? She’s not a bad person or a bitch. And I know she isn’t that busy. She’s a first year student. I know how laid back those days are! This isn’t going to hurt my recovery because that’s going too well to spoil. In fact, it just makes me more passionate about moving on. But through this whole breakup I have never had any anger towards, not one bit. But now her attitude is making me think “**** it. **** her. She can go and **** herself in a Chinese restaurant”. If I need to intervene I will. My cousin and his wife have thus far told me not to because they don’t want me to get hurt. But if I have to break NC I will reluctantly do so, and she will see a side to me she never saw in the relationship. Like I said, really don’t want it to come to that. Rant over I guess. God I needed this outburst. Edited January 25, 2012 by SelfCentered
Philosoraptor Posted January 25, 2012 Posted January 25, 2012 Well she might be going through a lot emotionally right now and could be in that anger phase. Are you sure she still has them? She might have just ditched everything in an angry fit.
Author SelfCentered Posted January 25, 2012 Author Posted January 25, 2012 She should have them. She's a photographer and would keep them for her portfolio. What I forgot to mention which changes the tone a bit (calmed down a bit now) was that when she was back in my town for Xmas to see her family she burnt them to a disc and left them for me to collect from her bro (my good friend). I passed that onto my cousin without looking at it (why would I!) and it turns out the disc was blank. I'm sure she wouldn't have done that on purpose and it must've been a mistake or a computer error (did it myself at work last week). Found this out about two weeks ago. My cousin's wife wasn't angry at me, even though I was angry at myself because I recommended her to do the photos in the first place. I felt like/feel like it's taking the piss a bit now, all they want are photos from their little boy's big day. But they asked for her contact information and- like I said- I first passed on her email address but I found out today that she hasn't replied to them which i don't get.
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