arbrne_vet Posted January 10, 2012 Posted January 10, 2012 right now.... i have read 100 or so pages of "walking on eggshells". maybe i have accepted the loss, maybe my logic is winning over my heart. don't know. As i look back over the past year and few months, and see the same pattern, over and over, and everything is my fault, and why did you do the things you did, blah blah blah. I remember in the past month, how i went for "your the best" to "you'll never change!!" i mean, what kind of person would say, "you can do 100 great things, but you do 1 bad thing and it erases all the good you ever did" am i crazy, or do the good memories and special occasions help people get through the bad times? coming together, forgiveness, moving forward. have i let this go so long all this insanity has become normal. yes.. i guess i can answer that myself. i don't know. getting this off my chest i guess. i know things will get better. i am letting this go. Standing in the door.......
Philosoraptor Posted January 11, 2012 Posted January 11, 2012 Everyone has their own point of view and emotional reaction to things. I am optimistic by nature and I tend to hold onto the little good things forever and find the smallest positives in every situation. It takes a ton to bring me into a negative place and even then I can pull myself out quickly with a bit of positive thinking. I was with someone who was the opposite of myself. Holding onto the negatives and would bring the little bad things up over and over, never letting even the smallest things go so it seemed. To each their own. I prefer the positive and happy way to live. "Let us rise up and be thankful, for if we didn't learn a lot today, at least we learned a little, and if we didn't learn a little, at least we didn't get sick, and if we got sick, at least we didn't die; so, let us all be thankful." - Siddhartha Gautama
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