nodoubtrfs Posted June 1, 2004 Posted June 1, 2004 I really need to talk to someone. Okay well just say that I was raped when I was 10 now I'm 15. I didn't know what it was or ment back then all I knew was the person was likeing it when I fell like I wanted to die. I didn't talk to anyone about this because I didn't want anyone to know. About, almost a year later I found out that I could have hpv. Right now I have a grilfrined that I have knowen for about 2 years now an off and on thing. On Sunday I was raped in the bathroom I couldn't do anything. I was scared. I couldn't move I couldn't speak and yeah... I tried talking to my girlfrined about this and it didn't seem like she cared. I love her and all but, there is a part of me that say break up with her it's never going to work out. Your just giving more then your getting back. She could be cheating on you and all that wounderful ****. I really don't knwo what to do. Can someone please help me?
amanda25 Posted June 1, 2004 Posted June 1, 2004 Originally posted by nodoubtrfs I really need to talk to someone. Okay well just say that I was raped when I was 10 now I'm 15. I didn't know what it was or ment back then all I knew was the person was likeing it when I fell like I wanted to die. I didn't talk to anyone about this because I didn't want anyone to know. About, almost a year later I found out that I could have hpv. Right now I have a grilfrined that I have knowen for about 2 years now an off and on thing. On Sunday I was raped in the bathroom I couldn't do anything. I was scared. I couldn't move I couldn't speak and yeah... I tried talking to my girlfrined about this and it didn't seem like she cared. I love her and all but, there is a part of me that say break up with her it's never going to work out. Your just giving more then your getting back. She could be cheating on you and all that wounderful ****. I really don't knwo what to do. Can someone please help me? This is terrible and this is SAD...Made me cry!! Ive been there...Rape is NOT pretty thing, its terrible, degrading,etc...You need to talk to someone...You dont have any friends ,teachers, or family members that you would trust?? I know, until I got some counseling, I couldnt handle it..And still, it will ALWAYS be in your head...If you know the person who did it, seriously think about pressing charges...Please...Not only for you, but also so they can't do that to someone else.. As for your girlfriend, first of all, are you and her sexually active?? Another thing, you needed her and she didnt care?? Maybe you should seperate from her and find someone who would care!! You definatly need someone..if ya need to talk or chat EVER, get ahold of me on emails or messenger, Ill be here for ya... Im so sorry to hear about this, its terrible, but talk to someone PLEASE!! Take Care
Curt Posted June 1, 2004 Moderators Posted June 1, 2004 You need to talk to someone about this. As Amanda said, talk to someone you trust. This is something you need to deal with. If not, the memories and pain could haunt you for years to come PLEASE SEEK HELP! Curt
Author nodoubtrfs Posted June 1, 2004 Author Posted June 1, 2004 Also, before I forget I have not had sex with my girlfrined. All we have done it just hug and hold hands stuff like that. I want to kiss her but I don't because I afrid that I may give to her and I have not yet been tested for HPV because I'm so scard and I'm only 15 so I don't know what to do. I just want to run away so bad but, I have no were to go. I really do love my grilfrined but, I'm the one who calls her half the time. This would be the 2nd time I have hook with her. I want to trust her but, there is a part of me that can't. Maybe because she hurt me so bad and every day when I saw her she was like nothing ever happend. I just don't know what to do in life any more. After I got raped for the 2nd time I just can't thing. I'm always sad, crying, and I just fell dirty all the time. If any one can help me please write back. Thanks! every buddy!
amanda25 Posted June 1, 2004 Posted June 1, 2004 I found this website i wanted to tell you about..Maybe you could check it out, as it is very detailed..(there is 2 websites actually), and HOPEFULLY that may give you a little bit of reassurance...Here they are: http://www.medicinenet.com/Sexually_Transmitted_Diseases_STDs_In_Men/page5.htm and http://my.webmd.com/hw/sexual_conditions/hw105403.asp?z=3074_00000_1069_00_06 Please check them out...
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