stunned8165 Posted December 29, 2011 Posted December 29, 2011 Seven months out, walking, working out, getting into my work, working on my home, hanging with family and friends and anything you can imagine to try and move forward. But I went out on yet ANOTHER date last night just to feel uncomfortable. . The girl I went out with knows my situation, but never talked about it at dinner. I refuse to do that. But I still get a strange feeling, my gut gets all in knots and was relieved the date was over. I guess it's safe to say that I'm not totally healed. But hey, I get an "E" for effort. I think the Holidays set be back a bit (it was hard because I though of the kids alt and missed them dearly this year)and now with New Years appraoching being our official "anniversary date" I'm feeling abit anxious?.. Don't know. All I know is, I want New Years to pass and 2012 to kick in. But on the upside, I can tell I am healing. Not as quick as I would like, but I am. I do have some stored anger, It does still haunt me a little of HOW she treated me, cheated, betrayed me and lied to me after all I have done for her, her children, her Mom and even her friggin dog. But in time I know it will all pass. But here I go again tonight yet on another date with someone else. These are hurdles I feel I must over come no matter how difficult it is. I shall prevail!
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