Desensitized Posted December 25, 2011 Posted December 25, 2011 I don't know why I'm making such a stupid thread, because I already know what I am going to do. But I just feel like venting, I guess. She texted me saying: Merry Christmas, (insert my name here). I'm not going to text her back, because I already tried to make things right with her towards the end of October, but she didn't care. I already told her that if she wasn't going to talk to me, then we were never going to be friends ever again. A bit extreme, yes, but what she was doing was pretty cold. I'm done being played like a violin, she no longer has any control over me. Come April, I won't be wishing her a happy birthday either. I don't think we will ever be able to be friends, to be honest. After everything we've been through, I'm not sure if I'll ever be able to fully let her go. She was my first true love... I didn't think of her at all yesterday, but I started thinking about her when she texted me not too long ago. I'm over it though, just need to get this off my chest. I wish we could be friends, but I always get upset when we talk. It's not healthy. In an ideal world, we would be married and have a family, but as we all know, this world isn't what we hope it is sometimes. She has a boyfriend now, doesn't really bother me. I'm headed towards medical school, so I need to let everything that belongs in the best, stay there. Including my ex.
BoredAgain Posted December 26, 2011 Posted December 26, 2011 Don't underestimate your ability to move on. You'll be able to fully let her go faster than you probably think. Besides, I've been told that everybody in Med school hooks up... so, you have that to look forward to.
SkyEmtRN Posted December 26, 2011 Posted December 26, 2011 I'm headed towards medical school, so I need to let everything that belongs in the best, stay there. Including my ex. I don't know if you already know this but you have to put all drama behind if your going into med school. I'm in nursing school and my ex broke up with me mid semester. My grades dropped big time to the point where I nearly passed a class by 2 points. Oh was I stressed out big time and furious. Its not easy holding a relationship and going through a high stressful program. I wish you the best in med school and good luck!
Author Desensitized Posted December 27, 2011 Author Posted December 27, 2011 Thanks for the response, guys. BoredAgain, for the most part, I have moved on. I was expecting a text from her anyway on Christmas (not sure why, but I had a feeling she was going to contact me). I just don't know why she chose to contact me, after I specifically told her that if she was going to be such a jerk to me, then I would treat her like she has been treating me. Granted, I wasn't a jerk to her, but I told her that I wouldn't be friends with her if she didn't even acknowledge the effort I was making to be her friend. She didn't give two sh*ts about our friendship, or the promise we made to always be friends. Words mean sh*t, and she no longer means ANYTHING to me. My heart says otherwise, but my logic tells me to never speak to her again, which I intend to do. I don't hate her, but I am leaving her in the past where she belongs. But, I can honestly say I have moved on. As far as the hooking up part regarding medical school, that's just not me. I can't have sex with a person I just met, even if they're smoking hot. It just doesn't feel right. My ex, on the other hand, would be able to hook up with a complete stranger. SkyEmtRN, believe me, I know how it is when you are very depressed and going to school. It was extremely tough for me to focus on my studies when the break up was very fresh (thank God I am no longer in that position). Such a terrible experience that I never want to relive. I hope you guys are doing well, and here's to a brand new year. Let's make 2012 a great year
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