Teuen101 Posted December 21, 2011 Posted December 21, 2011 I was looking back on some of our chats and texts and I was shocked how i handled my self when she hinted she wanted out an felt stuck or wanted somthing else. she tried, to tell me what the problem was she had a change of heart, best she could, sure she told me loads of crazy BS then changed her story, cheated, Thing is she never knew what she wanted, she was broken when I found her and no one can fix you but you. All n all I'm shocked about the things I said back, Didn't cuss her B/c she felt like I should she even told me I should, but I wouldnt..I told her I loved her but I wouldnt let it go...I would bring up the **** all the time.. sure i was hurt...I was right and I put it in her face.. I hope she finds some one who makers her happyer then I did who helps her put her heart back together. Like othere have said she isnt my problem, so nothing to say..I dont hate her..I think wilsonx said it best...I hate the person i changed into..I lost me.. anyway just ranting
Philosoraptor Posted December 21, 2011 Posted December 21, 2011 I lost me as well in the past. It hurts worse than losing another person. I too hope my ex finds happiness as I know I will find much better in the future as well.
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