latexyankee Posted December 14, 2011 Posted December 14, 2011 Haven't been here in a while, stills struggling but getting better. Anyhow I need some advise. My friend of 15 years (my bf probably) developed a strong relationship with my ex while we were dating. Now I'm miserable because I feel I've lost both of them. My friend says that she can be both our friends she's not choosing sided etc..She says there is no talk about me when they talk to each other. Now I actually believe her and she always has been a good friend and very supportive of me. But i just can't seem to be her friend anymore. Just knowing they talk eats away at me (of course I'm not over this relationship). the way my ex acted, the things she did to me, how she left, the lies she told, I just feel betrayed that my friend could remain friends with her. I swear I would cut that person off if they did that to her. My friend says "just because I'm her friend does not mean I'm not yours", and I really need her support, but it just hurts to even talk or see her. What can I do? What is this feeling that kills me? Embarrassment? Jealousy? She would be there if I ever needed to talk or some company but it just hurts inside when I try to communicate with her. I need my friend "back" help!
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