stunned8165 Posted December 11, 2011 Posted December 11, 2011 She broke no Contact last Monday , quick read to undertsand http://www.loveshack.org/forums/t309568/ After this, I was on top of the world. And like I'm SURE many of us here do, I anylized the shyte out of the call. However, I was feeling really "up".. UNTIL.......... Last night. All week I was smiling large, had more energy, and was having more fun. Don't get me wrong before some of you here start hammering me for THINKING I'm doing nothing but pining for her because that isn't the case. I'm doing really well actually. But last night I was out with my roomate (just took in the roomate which I have known for many years) and her sister. They are 40 and 42 and really attractive fun women. We went to a club and it was a happening place. But all I could think about was my ex and the kids. I guess I really wanted to hear from her again. And really feeling as though at this point in my life, I would rather be with what was once my little family. I loved it, I enjoyed being a dad. I have no children of my own. (And by the way, as of saturday, no check in the mail for the movie.. And NO, I could care less about the money.) I just wonder why if this is her only issue to contact me after 5 months of nothing. But on the up side, I don't seem to have that heavy hole in my gut. Yes, I feel a little sad, or even dissapointed that she hasn't tried to reach out to me again, and even kind of miss them and feel like this Sunday morning I should be playing with the kids and making them breakfast while we let my EX sleep in but, it's not that overwhelming, kick in the gut, feel like you can cry kind of thing. But this too shall pass! That selfish, lying woman WILL someday remember the kind of spouse and Dad I was to her kids. Only 6 months with the jerk boss she left me for but I'm sure it's going to hit her if it isn't already. With the holidays here, I KNOW she is thinking about all the family gatherings we had with my family and cousins. She has no family except her Mom. ... I don't believe she can not be feeling it. If you all only REALLY knew what we had as a family, you would understand. Original story if your interested http://www.loveshack.org/forums/t302201/
mike588 Posted December 11, 2011 Posted December 11, 2011 It's hard to know they may never remember the things we'll never forget.
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