She pushed me to the edge!

[Bazamu]

Well I thought she wanted to come back and then again she vanishes. She decided to go with another guy and this guy has cheated on his ex gf 16 times! 16 freaking times and she is going to be the next one in line. Its such a shame from what someone had and then they turn into a slut (no offense). I am so heartbroken over this girl and for some damn reason she keeps popping up in the picture.

 

She drove to my house because I was ignoring her texts and calls for 2 days, she came crying and I told her to leave, their is no point in talking to you. Eventually I gave in about 6 hours later and met up with her in a parking lot. She was so happy to see me, made me some candy nuts and we starting making out for a couple hours, then she gets on her phone and this guy I speak about was texting her. apparently this guy was going to get back with his girlfriend and decided not to, so she was so excited, she told me she wants to talk with him and needs to do it not, I am so frustrating my typing is all blotched.

 

I am so heartbroken that this girl has no heart inside her to even care what I feel. I told her that she is going to get hurt when she gets with him and no matter what I was even saying, she didn't care one ****ing bit. I hate her as a person, I hate her for doing this. She jumps on the next train that interests her, and she doesn't even look back. Why can't I overcome this stupid feeling I have inside me. Her and this guy are cheating all over the place and they could careless. I guess STDs are amazing!

[wilsonx]

So now that you are on the "Edge" what are you going to do?

[Bazamu]

Get up off my knees and start walking

[Bazamu]

Update, started writing in my journal, feels great to write in it, but then it hits me after I get done writing. there is not enough things for me to do, to stop thinking of this slut of an ex girlfriend I had = /