SkyEmtRN Posted December 7, 2011 Posted December 7, 2011 Ok so its been nearly 2 months since BU. She broke it off with me and it was a 2-3 year relationship she 24 i'm 21. Reason was that she said she doesn't know how she feels blah blah blah wasn't spending time with her blah blah blah. So now OK yesterday and the day before we were talking normally and it felt like old times when we were in the relationship. She usually texts me first. So Sunday night she messages me and were talking. We were talking through out the entire night with "lols" and I'm talking about 4:30am. When she woke up she first messaged me saying goodmorning. Monday, same thing we talked and I told her how I was working with a partner for clinical rotations. She knew it was a girl and was asking questions like "does she like you" I said "idk" then she says "so she does like you" yet I really dont know. It was the first time I spoke to her. She falls asleep both days with her laptop on and I am the only person that really talks to her on her lap top through AIM. Now, today, I don't get a message from her. So I wanted to show her some physical changes so she knows I'm working on myself. Found out that she's with a guy that teachers her how to drive manual transmission. She says this guy has a gf and also says that shes not trying to get with him. She doesn't message me but says lol what is t. I said ill show you later but if your with someone then nvm. she said lol relax. And sure enough she's with the driving instructur and she knows I'm jealous so that's why she lol. Shes a very shy girl and I'm her first love etc. She doesn't drink or smoke. It feels as if she is putting me on the back burner and making me run in circles. There's days where I'm fine and those are the days she texts me. And then there's days where I'm not and those are the days where she doesn't. Feels like I take 2 steps forward and 5 steps back... I tried NC but I kept failing after day 1 or day 2.....
Author SkyEmtRN Posted December 7, 2011 Author Posted December 7, 2011 I wanted to show her my physical changes since i been going to the gym a lot and have seen some big improvements. It was kinda like look this was yours see what you could have had. But too bad. And then cold turkey her ass with NC.
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